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Alone, rejected, not loved.... - March 2nd 2013, 05:05 AM

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I've been so depressed lately. My suicide is back on and I just want to die. I'm alone, rejected, I have no god damn life. I spend it mooping... I am sick of it and I just want someone to kill me. I'm tried of living this way, without help.

I am a Christian, and that is why I feel rejected and other shit. Now I'm getting urges of SH... Maybe I'll just use SH till I bleed to death, maybe people would believe me... I have no reason to be happy. It's just getting worst and worst... I'm not even cared about or loved. So no one would miss me. I don't know why I'm being able to live...

"It's easier to run, replacing this pain with something numb, it's so much easier to go, than face all this pain here all alone."- Linkin Park, Easier to run

"When the nightmares take me, I will scream with the howling wind." Owl City, Lonely Lullaby

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Re: Alone, rejected, not loved.... - March 2nd 2013, 07:10 AM

Hey, Kate.

I'm sorry about how you're feeling. I do understand not feeling cared about or loved though, so much I can relate to that. Then you just have to remind yourself that it's not true, depression feeds you lies till you believe them. You are loved, you are cared for. Even if you don't think so, people would miss you. Suicide is not the answer because it'll send people into grief. It not only effects you, but everyone around you. You have quite a lot of life ahead of you. Good times. Life isn't just filled with bad things, the good in the future makes up for it. You'll have love, you can have children, you can marry. So many good experiences that you shouldn't throw away.

Can you talk to any family/friends about how you're feeling? Maybe talk to a therapist?

How come you feel rejected because you're a Christian?

I hope you feel better soon. Remember that things do get better. I'm here if you need someone to talk to.

Stay Strong <3
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Re: Alone, rejected, not loved.... - March 2nd 2013, 11:50 AM

I was ina similar situation as you are.I also felt like an outcast at my church and i actually tried to commit suicide when i was about your age.The best advise i can give is hold on,just get through the day if anything.As mentioned before,depression feeds you lies.It makes you believe that youre never going to get out of it and that all hope of happiness is a waiste of time.These are evil lies.

After my tough teenage years things became sooo much better.I would have regreted taking my life.There is so much to live for,i think you just cant see it right now because the depression is feeding off of you.If you feel you can,go see your house doctor and ask him what he thinks.He could prescibe antidepressants for you or at least chill pills.If he says you have depression and your afraid of what your parents might say,let him call them and explain on your behalf.

Its very important to talk to someone knowledgable,please try.Good luck buddy
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