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:'( i don't know anymore. attempted - March 12th 2013, 06:34 AM

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Last night my biological mother contacted me. During our conversation, she did nothing but belittle me and make me feel worthless. i told her i want nothing to do with her and she called me a heartless bitch and told me i should have just died when i was a child.

needless to say when our conversation was over, i took some pills. Was hoping to OD and end my life. it didn't work (clearly) and now i feel wortgless and gultiy...

what do i do.

I think I'm beyond help this time


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Re: :'( i don't know anymore. attempted - March 12th 2013, 12:39 PM

Hi, Jess.

I'm so sorry about what your mother said. That's clearly not true what she said and is so cruel, extremely cruel. Remember that you can be the opposite of your mother and have children and be a good mother. You can make up for the emptiness that you feel over this. Isn't that a reason worth living for? To create life and make up for what you wanted? You'd be an amazing parent.

Since you OD'd, if you haven't already, then please go to the hospital. It'll just cause severe physical pain if you don't, so please before it damages you more.

Nobody is ever beyond help. Can you talk to anyone about this and tell them about your attempt? Getting it out there and getting some support could really help you.

I'm here if you need someone to talk to. Feel free to message me anytime. You can do this, hun. Things get better.

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Re: :'( i don't know anymore. attempted - March 12th 2013, 03:46 PM

I'm really sorry to hear what's been happening, it sounds like its been a really tough past day day for you but for what its worth, I'm glad you're here.

Truth is, it would be a lovely world if everyone were to have a real and proper relationship with their biological parents. In the perfect world, each child would be brought up and loved and cared for by their birth parents and abuse, neglect and abandonment and everything else that leaves children in care, foster homes etc wouldn't exist. But they do. And actually, thank god for care workers and foster parents because a lot of these workers, take roles of parents for a lot of children. It sounds like you haven't had a lot of contact with your mother. Who looked after you while you grew up? I know it would be lovely for your mum to love you and for things to work out, but maybe you got the better life without her. Clearly, she's not capable of caring for you because she shouldn't be saying those things to you. You DON'T deserve those words, okay? You deserve life. I'm glad you were born in the the world.

No one in the world is beyond help. Help and support can get a person anywhere they want to be in life but that help isn't just going to come from people around you like friends, teachers, doctors etc, it's also going to have to come from yourself as well. This is possible. Yes it's going to be hard and I can't begin to imagine how you must be feeling right but you'r worth a lot and you deserve life and happiness and you can get there. Maybe it's going to be hard work and take time but it's also going to be god damn worth it okay? Talk to people, let them in, let them help you and let them guide you.

You've got this, kay? Stay fighting and remember we're here,
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