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Thumbs down I want to die - April 5th 2013, 05:33 AM

I want to die. I'm panicking, I hate myself, I disappoint everyone. I can't stop crying, I want to cut my wrists. I'm fat, I'm disgusting, I'm a disappointment. I've always told my friends to hold on. Guess I'm a hypocrite. Maybe I should go through with it. So the nightmare ends.
   
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Re: I want to die - April 5th 2013, 09:34 PM

Just calm down. Tell your friends; it sounds like they've been through this, so maybe they can help you out. Please don't kill yourself. I don't care how you THINK you look, don't do it. I THOUGHT I looked kinda awful for a long time, but I was WRONG; I was BLINDED by my own self-pity and wallowing. Don't go through with it. You're throwing your whole life, your whole future down the drain. Please don't. It's not worth it. You CAN get through this. Tell someone that can help. It doesn't have to be this way.
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Re: I want to die - April 6th 2013, 05:08 AM

Live. Breathe.

Sweetie, I'm so sorry. Things can get so difficult and you know, you aren't wrong for telling your friends to hold on because everyone needs that when they're going through a rough patch in life. Even you now. So can you talk to them about how you're feeling? Tell someone. Reach out. You can't go through this alone. You don't deserve to have to go through this alone.

Don't go through with suicide. You have your whole life ahead of you, your future, it'd be a shame to waste that because what you're feeling right now isn't all life has to offer. There's so much more good things to this life that you haven't experienced yet. Plus, it hurts everyone that loves you. It will hurt them so badly. Trust me, recovery is better. I doubt you're fat, sweetie. Fat shouldn't even be a word... Because it's not a negative thing. Skinny or fat. It's simply who we are. We're are different shapes and sizes and who we are down to every little thing is what makes us special.

Distract yourself, do something you enjoy. Write your feelings in a journal. Take a walk, find a new hobby. Do something other than hurt yourself, you don't deserve to have to hurt yourself. Self-Harm brings so many more negative things into the picture. It's not worth it, neither is suicide.

You're a star, and when it gets dark, the stars shine brighter than ever. You can do this. Have faith in yourself, make a positive difference, reach out. And I'm always here if you need someone to talk to.

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Re: I want to die - April 7th 2013, 05:45 PM

Sweetie, suicide is not the answer. I've been in your shoes. It's really tough, I know. But you CAN survive. Have faith in yourself. It sounds like your friends have gone through similar things. Since you always told them to hold on, maybe it's about time that they tell you to hold on. Everybody needs to hear somebody who cares about them telling them to hold on.

You can't get through this alone, though. You need to talk to somebody. If you can't contract for safety, then you should go to your local emergency room for an evaluation. If you have no way of getting there, call 911 and have them send an ambulance.

Professional help is the most helpful and important part of treatment and healing. Doctors, therapists, nurses, etc. Are all trained to help people like you going through situations like this.

If you need somebody to talk to, feel free to PM me.

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Re: I want to die - April 9th 2013, 01:57 PM

Hey,

If you told us you were telling people to let go and kill themselves then I'd be worried. Just because you want to hurt and kill yourself, doesn't mean that other people should do it to themselves. Little bit of honesty here, I have suicidal thoughts. I'm not going to tell you to kill yourself though. Why? Because life doesn't work like that. Just like you wouldn't jump in to a burning fire if I did or just like two wrongs don't make a right, you know? Telling your friends to hold on is you being supportive, is you being a friend, is you being a good and kind person and they are lucky to have you.

You're not a disappointment to anyone or not that I can see anyway. Why do you think you disappoint everyone? Because of the thoughts you are having and the way you are feeling? If I'm right, that doesn't make you a disappointment, that makes you someone who is simply going through a rough time right now and even though that isn't nice for you, there is nothing wrong about it, it's not your fault and you're not to blame for it or anything like that. I think you're actually a strong person with a lot of courage. Why? Because you cam here to us and that takes a lot.

Of course I don't know your weight - I can not tell you whether you're overweight, a healthy weight or underweight. If you don't really know either, then I think it'd be good for you to see your doctor to be weighed and to discuss where to go from there if you are overweight or even if you're underweight. But I can't help but think that you probably a healthy weight and that actually right now you just feel so bad and so low that you feel really negative about yourself. I would also like to point out, overweight, healthy weight, underweight, all are beautiful inside and out. Weight does not change who you are as a parson. You are still you and you are what makes you the lovely person you are - the lovely person everyone loves.

Dying is going to get you no where. Living will get you somewhere. Dying, yes will end the pain but will also end any happiness and everything positive in your future. Living will mean you have to fight this pain a little longer but it will also mean you will have an absolutely huge achievement at the end of it - happiness. A beautiful world which you will one day see. It won't always be this dark. I promise you. Things can and will get better so you need to keep fighting so that you can see it, okay?

And don't be alone. People want to help you and it's okay for you to let them help you. Don't suffer in silence.

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