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I'm not sure I even care anymore :'( - April 12th 2013, 10:13 AM

All I do is sleep, go to work, come home chat for a few hours and sleep again.

I don't even want to get out of bed anymore, barely eating anything...

Family doctor can't diagnose depression and it's a six month wait to see a counselor in my area. I've told him about my sh and suicidal thoughts... doesn't help my case any.

I'm ready to just give up, say I don't care anymore and just go find myself a hole to die in. I can't deal with the stress anymore.


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Re: I'm not sure I even care anymore :'( - April 12th 2013, 10:38 AM

Hey Jess, please do not hurt yourself or do anything, you're more important to alot of people thank u think
I know this feeling sucks and its even worse that your doctor cant prescribe but if you really need the medication maybe try and get any other doctor to write it out, or find a pharmacist willing to give it to you. If you don't have anyone to talk to please know that my message box is open. Depression is a horrible feeling and i hope you can make it through

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Re: I'm not sure I even care anymore :'( - April 12th 2013, 11:14 AM

Aww, Jess.

I'm sorry you're feeling this way, hun. These feelings are really bad. I've been there, not wanting to get out of bed and just sleep. But it doesn't always stay this way, things do get better and improve. You can't give up now, you've been through a lot and you've still got a lot more things to experience. It's not worth giving up now. You're worth a lot more than that and you really are special. I know things must be pretty hard for you right now but the storm eventually passes. You have to keep that in mind.

Can you talk to anyone about how you're feeling, someone close to you I mean? Siblings, relatives, friends, co-workers? It could really help if you had a support system in your life. Just getting things off your chest and knowing someone cares and acknowledges your feelings can make a lot of difference. To make it easier to tell someone you could write it on a note.

I know it'll feel pretty bad right now, but I've found that sitting around while feeling so badly doesn't help. If anything it makes everything feel a lot worse. So how about easing yourself into getting out more? Meet new people, go out with co-workers/friends, get yourself interested in a new hobby or do something you used to enjoy doing. Simple little things like that could get you feeling like yourself again. Whenever you feel bad, go for walks outside, write your feelings in a journal, get yourself moving.

Don't give up, Jess. It's not worth it. You're amazing and it'd be a shame to see you throw your life away. You've got a future and your life is so much more than the sadness you're feeling right now. I'm here if you need someone to talk to, alright? Feel free to message me anytime and I can definitely listen and try to offer helpful advice. You can do this, hang in there. Hope you feel better soon.

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Re: I'm not sure I even care anymore :'( - April 14th 2013, 03:44 PM

I tried to talk to my parents last night. Should have kept my mouth shut, now they think its all a big joke!


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Re: I'm not sure I even care anymore :'( - April 15th 2013, 11:16 AM

I'm so sorry, Jess. Sometimes people just don't understand. Did you explain that it's more serious than what they realize and things are really bothering you?
   
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Re: I'm not sure I even care anymore :'( - April 16th 2013, 05:28 AM

I'm afraid to say too much right now. I'm of age, so they can kick me out


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