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Negative Suicidal Ideation?? - April 23rd 2013, 11:21 AM

I still feel a lot of mood swings and constantly find myself falling back into the dark hole. I have had a couple of suicide attempts. Lately, I have not thought much about the ways I could off myself or made detailed plans, but I still want to DIE and actually hope that I can get killed by someone or something (e.g. cancer, chocking and a car). Is this negative suicidal ideation? Does it mean that I have made sort of progression??

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Re: Negative Suicidal Ideation?? - April 23rd 2013, 01:36 PM

We Don't Go to Death.

Death Comes to Us.

We Don't Break The Rules of life.

Its one long game.


Head down, head forward.

Sprint forward.

Face life.

And win.

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Re: Negative Suicidal Ideation?? - April 24th 2013, 03:13 AM

Hey, Kristin!

Sorry you're feeling this bad to have these thoughts in the first place. In my honest opinion, I think these thoughts are better than suicidal thoughts of killing yourself because it could possibly make you less of a danger to yourself. But you still don't deserve to have to live with these thoughts of wanting to be dead. You're a beautiful person and you deserve to be happy, to enjoy life and I believe you can make it to that goal one day. Can you speak with a psychiatrist or therapist about these thoughts? I think it might really help you.

I'm always here if you need someone to talk to as well, sweetie. Remember, you can do this. Always.

Stay Strong <3
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Re: Negative Suicidal Ideation?? - April 24th 2013, 03:21 AM

Hey Kristen
sorry you're feeling this way but it does sound like your making progress because now you don't feel like you want to do this to yourself.

I understand falling back into the dark hole.
It's like walking on a narrow beam
one thing even small things can trigger us to fall into a spell of despair and then we have to climb back out.
I've tried setting my phone alarms to certain times to remind me to be happy(sorta the reverse like a "happy" trigger)
Force yourself to get up early and look in the mirror and say "this is gonna be a good day"
Laugh at bad jokes or stupid incidents
smile no matter what even if your sad

These help me not fall in maybe they could help you.
good luck

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