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Exclamation suicidal on the 17th :( - July 5th 2013, 11:11 AM

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I'm 16 years old, suffer from severe depression and self harm ( have been for over 2 years). My depression was triggered from bullying from the same people over a 2+ year period at school. My suicidal thoughts are getting more intense and frequent. I was put on medication 2 years ago, but went off it since the psychiatrist refused to take me off it and try a different one even though I had been getting severe stomach aches, head aches and feeling like vomiting for about 6 months as well as me feeling unable to cry (numb/ emotionally dead) and more suicidal. I don't take any medication and I don't plan on taking it, so please don't suggest taking it. I currently have 2 phone helpline counselors I speak to since I live in a rural area where mental health workers don't exist.I made a plan for the 17th of July since I'm sick of feeling alone and vulnerable to everyone's taunts and hate. I just can't do this anymore. I feel like I have no one I'm making a video, putting it on youtube and then I'll end it all on that day.

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Re: suicidal on the 17th :( - July 5th 2013, 01:19 PM

Hey there, I understand how life is hard but this is not the answer by any means. There are alot of people that care about you and would miss you if you did this. Continue using the helplines, talk to people here and also try looking at the Alternatives sticky located at the top of the SH forum for ideas to help keep yourself busy when those thoughts enter. Stay strong!
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Re: suicidal on the 17th :( - July 6th 2013, 02:40 AM


I know that life is tough and what you've been through is really difficult. But don't end it because people bullied you. That's a temporary situation, you'll get out of it. You'll get stronger, I promise! Whatever has been done or said to you, believe that you are worth so MUCH more than that.

Please tell somebody that you are this suicidal, you need to get help, ASAP. Tell one of the hotlines, your parents, a trusted adult, a friend, or even call 911. Somebody can help you, and people out there care about you! I care about you!

As for you psychiatrist, maybe it's time to find a new one? If you have all of those symptoms then you obviously need some new drug, and quitting really isn't going to help either. I know that I see my primary care doctor for my anti-depressens/anti-anxiety meds, and if I don't feel well, or do good on them, they work with me and help me feel better as soon as they can. So I think that it would be a really good idea to either bring up the idea again, or find somebody else to see.

Please hang in there. If you ever want to talk, feel free to talk to me! I'm here for you! <3

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Re: suicidal on the 17th :( - July 7th 2013, 12:22 AM

Do not go! Whatever you do, please... I'm begging you to live for life. I know it's one of those things you don't want to hear because you think it won't happen but... you keep finding something to fight for, and... well the more you endure, the more wise you get.
I really hate the situation you've been put in, it's terrible but even despite the bullying for someone I imagined beautiful in her heart and true to it... but don't let them get to you. Don't let them win! Be the one in control, discover your true potential in yourself and live for that.
Look, I've been in your situation for that sorta time period and I know what's it's like. People that just grip the life in you that's worth it an pull it out of you and twist it around. This isn't who you are, you are special because you are pure and good. I 'believe' in you, you are pure and human. Simple as that...

I can't do much on this end but if you want to... well we could talk further into this cos talking about your feelings to at least one person does give the pain out in my experience and trust me, where you are... I've been there and it's always a help to you to talk to someone who may experienced something similar to yours...
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Re: suicidal on the 17th :( - July 7th 2013, 12:26 AM

listen to this song, it might help a lil.

"One Step At A Time"

Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you've always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can't touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting

We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There's no need to rush
It's like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It's gonna happen when it's
Supposed to happen and we
Find the reasons why
One step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You're confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you always wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you're gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you're feeling more and more frustrated
And you're getting all kind of impatient waiting


When you can't wait any longer
But there's no end in sight
when you need to find the strength
It's your faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

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Re: suicidal on the 17th :( - July 8th 2013, 01:07 AM

Please don’t!=( I know everything seems dark and like nothing will ever change, but it will! You gotta keep holding on because like Sammi said, bullying is a temporary situation, suicide is forever. There are no second chances if you die. There are people that care. Everyday of your life, there is someone that loves you, even if you don’t know it. Keep talking to the hotlines and anyone here will def. be here for you, including myself.

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