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Question Something's there..? - April 17th 2015, 06:52 AM

Okay, so I'm not quite sure where I should put this... It's a bit hard to explain. For awhile I've had this feeling that something is there... if that makes sense. I can feel that weird dark lump, orb thing in my throat and chest. No matter how much and how hard I try, it doesn't go awsy or erode at all. Just makes it worse. It's so hard and weird to explain. It's like this weight stuck in me.


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Re: Something's there..? - April 17th 2015, 10:03 AM

If it's a physical lump, then that's something you need to see your doctor about. They will do a very simple screening operation where they put a telescope into your throat and see what the problem is. It doesn't hurt, but something like that needs to be assessed by a doctor and you could potentially get a referral to see an endocrinologist or some other form of surgeon.

If it's a "lump in your throat", then that can sometimes be a symptom of anxiety but also a symptom of unresolved issues causing Depression. Often symptoms of anxiety and depression can either lead to or present themselves as physical symptoms. Reading it back, it sounds like something physical, like a lesion of some sort, but yeah, go see your doctor first.

Very difficult to explain the question and painfully difficult to explain the answer . I hope this goes away for you .


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Re: Something's there..? - April 17th 2015, 02:21 PM

I'm guessing because it is in the depression forum and you called it a dark weight that this is a mental health related problem. It sounds like you're suppressing emotions. I know I get something similar when I'm trying not to cry as well as other instances Is that how it is for you? If so, I suggest you practice confronting things. Writing it out helps and reading something that "matches" are both things that help me get my feelings out or at least feels my emotions fully instead of pushing it away. I hope things get better for you
   
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Re: Something's there..? - April 17th 2015, 05:06 PM

It's not really a physical lump. More like, uh... Not sure actually.. Emotional lump? <.> I don't even know anymore. It only really seems to go away for a bit when I'm distracted playing ArcheAge o-o It sucks, since it happens more when I'm alone, and at night when I am the most alone I can't play ArcheAge. Woops. It all sorta started when I first had depression. It's mostly gone now, it's moved onto anxiety, heh. Sometimes it'll feel like it's a shadow following me..? If that makes sense. I've tried drawing it once. Sorry if this in the wrong section again.. Didn't really know where to put it :s Also I'm sorry if this is a really hard question to answer


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Re: Something's there..? - April 19th 2015, 05:47 AM

This thing, this weight.. shadow, whatever you'd like to call it. It'll make me remember the things I regret, make me feel like an idiot. Normally when I'm shown said memories, it'll twist and deform them, making the worse. It'll also replay conversations (normally the conversations involve me doing something idiotic and embarrassing, which happens a lot) It'll even create conversations that never happened. I can't force them out of my mind no matter how much I try. It just makes me feel even stupider. I absolutely hate noise, I can't stand it a lot of times (my house can be very noisy sometimes. The tv is always on in the livingroom, someone is always talking, good god I hate people talking, and my brother is always yelling and screeching in his room about something) so it'll make me hear and think of loud noisy things, or make things seem louder. I'm shocked I haven't had an anxiety/panic attack yet. It'll usually do it at night when I am trying to sleep. It makes it very hard to go to sleep sometimes, gosh. My mind is too noisy. I'm glad I'm not the only one with similar. Sorta. I wish my friend didn't have to go through it. God. I hate myself.


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