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Exclamation how i feel - April 21st 2015, 03:28 AM

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to start i thought of this on my way home from class

"My hart is crying my daemons are screaming my sole is quacking my body scared as my beast sharpens his claws with a thundering roar"

its how i feel and it hurts it hurts bad and it just seams like this time i wont make it through it feels different then the other times i have been this far down and i can feel myself trying to changing in to a beast and my body and hart want to end it and its a battle with no good victory just more pain even if this fight is resolved and things get better i will be forever scared with what this war waged inside both fiscally and mentally damaged beyond repair trust and love shattered like glass all over the floor and every where i step is on this glass shredding me killing me one step at a time with no where to go

i think this might be the one that gets me

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Re: how i feel - April 22nd 2015, 01:12 AM

Hi there,

I know what you're going through and how it seems really hard right now but you can get through this. As cliche as it sounds "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." Everything will get better, you won't be like this forever you just have to keep fighting and working on doing things that will get you better!

Do you see a counselor about how you are feeling? That would be a great first step because they can help you decide what path you should take in order to get better.

I can relate (in a different way) to how you say this episode feels different. I have a wide variety of anxiety disorders, one of them being a panic disorder and a lot of the times I think that that panic attack is different from my other one. But it's not. It's the same thing, maybe the feelings are worse and harder to cope with but that just means it's time to get a little extra help!

If you are suicidal at this point in time, I think it would be great if you checked yourself into a hospital. That way you can get immediate help from a professional and you will be safe while doing so.

If you need anything or just want to talk, feel free to contact me

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mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

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