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I want to die - then it will stop - April 27th 2015, 01:12 AM

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I'm over life - my step dad has been raping me for the past 3 years have told mum - she doesn't believe me as he denies everything. I hate being alone with him when mum is at work - if I die everything will stop - no one will really care- I hate being at school try and be happy but I feel like I'm going to break down in tears and embarrass my self in front of everybody. It hurts what he does he does other things and just want to be sick - if I told somebody I don't know what will happen - what if he finds out what will mum say
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Re: I want to die - then it will stop - April 27th 2015, 01:43 AM

Hey, it is a common thing for children to be abused. It is a horrible thing, but thousands of people make it through it. I trust you can be too. What you need to do is find either a school guidance counselor or a trusted adult, and let them know what has been going on. If you don't want to talk to anybody face to face about it, find a phone, and in private, call 911 and simply report, saying something along the lines of: 'please help me. My dad is sexually abusing me.' Or any other way that you want to put it.

I trust that you can be strong and overcome this struggle. Be strong!
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Re: I want to die - then it will stop - April 27th 2015, 03:50 AM

PLEASE. I BEG YOU. GET HELP. Call 911, or go to the counselor like the above comment said. Do NOT let your f***er of a dad ruin your life. It is PRECIOUS. I don't care what makes you feel otherwise, because even if you feel alone, you're not. It SUCKS so bad that your mom doesn't believe you, so once you get AWAY from both of them even, show her that she's terrible for not listening to you. Try to move in with a friend. But mostly, get PROFESSIONAL help. It'll be SO SO hard. But PLEASE trust me, it'll be worth it
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Re: I want to die - then it will stop - April 27th 2015, 09:33 AM

I completely agree that you absolutely must get help. I'm very sorry that your mom does not believe you, but you cannot allow this abuse to continue.

I feel you should do whatever is necessary to leave your home and this terrible situation, whether it be calling a helpline, contacting the proper authorities (police, school officials, etc.), or telling a family member or friend that you could perhaps stay with.

I wish you the very best - and please seek help with this. Take care.
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Re: I want to die - then it will stop - April 27th 2015, 09:58 PM

I'm sorry to hear you're going through all of this I'm with you You're strong. You can get through this. Believe me. Please.

Your body is NOT for loan or whatever. He can't just use your body like that just to gain sexual pleasure for himself. Do NOT allow him to do this to you. Please. You are a PERSON. Not an object he can use whenever he likes. He isn't allowed to do whatever he likes with you. You shouldn't let this continue any longer. Reach out to an adult you can trust. A counsellor would be great. Or, as said above, you could call 911. Do something about it. You're being used to satisfy his pleasure. You've to stand up against him, not kill yourself. Your life is precious. Important. Don't throw it away. Please. Punish him for his crimes. Don't punish yourself for what he's doing to you.

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Re: I want to die - then it will stop - April 29th 2015, 06:43 PM

I agree with connor, you aren't alone and you have to stay strong. but above all you NEED to tell someone what is going on! If your mom isn't believing you, and it's really happening, then don't stop till you find a trusted adult who does believe you and will take action. Find a cop, school officials, call 911, talk to a counselor, anything and everything!
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Re: I want to die - then it will stop - April 29th 2015, 08:19 PM

I have no idea how it feels like to be raped. But I do know how it feels like to want to end it all. (For far less valid reasons I might say). But give me a chance to help you, please.

First I have a video that helped me through some pretty through times. Why try to say something myself if someone else can do it better. What's a few more minutes watching a video if you are going to end it anyway right?

And I also suggest you try to open up to someone. Maybe a teacher at school or you could call this service They are probably capable of helping you figure out what to do next to get out of your abusive situation. Because if you are going to end it why not try to stop it first? You deserve a happy life.

Stay strong

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Re: I want to die - then it will stop - April 29th 2015, 08:48 PM

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