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More loneliness than any man could bare - May 17th 2015, 10:52 AM

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It all started when 'that thing' happened over 7 months ago. If you check my earlier thread from that time, I think this thread would make more sense.

Things only got worse.

What happened, imprinted something on my brain. I got too wrapped up in things, with that girl. And it's got me banging my head up against the wall (figure of speech) because nobody will realise what's so fucking wrong. My head is fucked up, I'm trapped in a loop.

Anyway, one day after we decomposed, she got together with a girl. Just one day. This further imprinted shit upon my brain. And that girl was almost my best friend. There was no thought put into me. After all, nobody thinks of me.

And I'm stuck in a friendship, and of course we have good times, and there were bad times in the early days of this period. But that concept of one fucking day after, and the constant love-depression relationship we have has scarred my brain. And I can't move on, I'm unable to, because they don't realise what's wrong, they never do. It's killing me, slowly but surely. And everyday I feel more and more depressed. I was weak back then, pathetic, and I'm even weaker now. And I'm lonely. Because I don't have many people in my life anymore, not enough to realise I'm gone. Nobody realises what's happening with me and they never will. I don't need professional help, I just want a friend.

I'm sorry if this is vague, it's also a little bit of an output for me, not that there's much output left it me.
   
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Re: More loneliness than any man could bare - May 17th 2015, 11:09 AM

Posting this thread is actually quite risky :/ I think it's a mistake I posted this, I'm discontinuing it now.
   
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