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My epic suicide fail - May 27th 2015, 07:44 PM

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So Monday I tried to kill myself. Or sort off. And you may wonder but I didn't succeed.
The point is I did it because someone else had a worse problem then I had and I just couldn't stand that. I felt worthless and stupid and all alone. Then I wanted people to pay attention to me. But I didn't want to give in to something that ugly so I didn't reach out and have people worried.
And I started taking pills. Halfway through I looked it up online and noticed it wouldn't kill me because I didn't have enough pills. But I kept taking them. How stupid can you be! But then my mom wanted me to be awake but I was insanely drowsy so I told her what I had done so they would let me sleep.

Dump assumption. Well I actually first told my dad. And than he was like to bad you still have to wake up but when my mom heard she was like "Oh we should call the hospital" Well a lot of talking and people later and I got my attention.

So here it is. Out there on the internet is what kind of stupid pathetic person I am.


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Re: My epic suicide fail - May 27th 2015, 10:13 PM

I'm sorry you have been going through all of this, but I'm glad you are still with us. I do hope that this incident will help your parents understand your struggles better and assist you in getting whatever help you may need. Take care.
   
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Re: My epic suicide fail - May 27th 2015, 10:27 PM

Firstly you're not pathetic. At all. But I am sorry you had to go through all of this. You know you don't need to overdose for attention? We're always here for you. You don't have to be alone in what ever it is you're going through and you'll always have some kind of support to back you up because we're going no where anytime soon. I just want you to know you don't have to go through anything alone or act on thing to get attention, like I said we're here so don't suffer. I hope you're feeling a little better and that things are looking up. Feel free to VM me anytime.

You can do this and you're worth it.
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Re: My epic suicide fail - May 27th 2015, 10:50 PM

You just want someone to listen to you and take care of you, and that's fundamentally human. I commend you for eventually telling your parents what happened so they could get you some help. Jessie is right though, assistance and support is fair dinkum everywhere, I mean it's with us, it's crisis support operators (www.teenhelp.org/hotlines) and it's with face to face counsellors and doctors. Not to mention friends and family.

The key is identifying that support, that could be challenging, and then reaching out for the help, which is far easier said than done. The key here is that you didn't really want to commit suicide, did you? You didn't really want to die, you just wanted someone to listen to you and that gives hope that at least you understand there's value to life.


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