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At the end... - June 4th 2015, 03:32 PM

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I'm at the end of this... I can't do this anymore... I just wish someone will kill me or something! I so bad want to harm myself. Or I wish my meds will kill me... Or I kill myself... I seriously need help. I should have been admitted last night at my therapist appointment. But she put me under a watch... I'm seriously am thinking of suicide and that I'm so unloved and unwanted. It's like no one cares for me.

I don't see a reason in living anymore. It's all sadness and worry all the time.



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Re: At the end... - June 4th 2015, 06:09 PM

The good thing is is that you are wishing but not doing to be blunt. I know having suicidal thoughts are hard but you're not acting on them. You're wishing something or someone would kill you when in reality you could be out there doing it yourself. So that to me is a good thing because you don't seem actively suicidal, if that makes any sense? Tell me if I'm wrong. However, feeling suicidal isn't a nice thing but the thoughts aren't going to hurt you unless you act on them. They're thoughts. You can beat them. How? Because you are stronger than them. You have felt like this for a while but you have gotten through it and I honestly believe your strength has carried you through. You're such a lovely and bright person and you deserve the best in life and I am so sorry you are going through this. I know how hard it can be and I wish I could take it all away from you if I could but this is going to make you an even stronger person and someone who see's life in a different way. In a beautiful way. When you get through this you will be so glad that you never gave up.

You ARE worth this fight. This fight IS worth it. And I believe in you. You have some so far, you can't possibly give up now. You have a life worth living and it's going to be a beautiful one so keep fighting for it and don't suffer alone because people can help you through this but you have to put your effort in to it too. Keep distracting yourself all of the time so you don't have a minute to do anything and so you keep your mind a bit more busy. I know it's easier said than done but it is possible. Head high and believe in yourself. Keep telling yourself you can do it and you will.

We're here for you, okay?
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Re: At the end... - June 4th 2015, 08:53 PM

I'm better now. It's my bipolar that goes up and down and it's not easy. My therapist put me under a precaution for suicide.



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Re: At the end... - June 4th 2015, 08:54 PM

I'm so glad you are feeling better! Remember we're always here if you need us


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