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No more... - July 4th 2015, 03:19 AM

I'm sick of this.. I saw a new therapist. I see her in 3 weeks too long for me to wait. Ever since the visit I've been thinking suicide.

This morning I kept seeing in my mind of people dying of suicide and then voices telling me to kill myself. Then I went back up and was fine. Now I'm at rock bottom again. No one believes me I have bipolar but notice the serve depression.. I have made the choice to withdraw from everything. I've given up the will to live. I want to die..



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Re: No more... - July 4th 2015, 04:10 AM

And as quickly as that came on. My "depressive" episode is over with. I hate these episodes.



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Re: No more... - July 4th 2015, 12:06 PM

I know you are feeling better now but I just wanted to say I can relate to these mood swings because I struggle with depressive episodes and know it can be really hard. But I want you to know that even though its hard when you're going through it, you're doing really well and should be proud of yourself. Its not an easy thing to go through but you're getting through them and doing it. So well done!

Do you try and distract yourself in the moment? I know thats probably all you hear but it can really help. Or maybe writing things down, going for a run, hitting a pillow, screaming, writing a list of reasons to live, looking through a list of reasons to live (if writing one is too hard) etc. It doesn't matter what you do as long as you keep yourself safe. You deserve to stay safe and not hurt yourself.

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Re: No more... - July 4th 2015, 02:41 PM

I'm glad you are feeling better for the moment, but I'm sorry to hear that your feelings are so up and down. It can be quite trying to feel okay one minute, but not the next.

It's a shame that you are unable to see your therapist sooner, but I hope she is helping you and is someone you are more comfortable with. Best wishes.
   
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