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feel like shit. - May 21st 2016, 06:25 PM

Nanny and poppy went on vacation for 2 weeks they wont be back until next weekend. I usually end up going away to a hospital or a crisis center when they are gone because I can't deal with it. Anyways I have made it a week but I am not used to doing everything in the house. I have to baby sit my 26 year old sister who is special ed and stop her from eating everything and drink all the soda. My mom works and leaves a mess in the kitchen all the fucking time so I have to clean the kitchen daily. People don't lock up the dogs so they get into stuff and I have to clean up after that. I do not have this type of responsibility when Nanny is home she does everything.

I am so fucking overwhelmed and stressed and my mom is a fucking bitch about it at times and just tells me to take anxiety pills. I feel like I need to go to a crisis residential but I can't because my mom has said how proud she is of me and if I make it the whole time I can get a build-a-bear and then her boss is bribing me too. SO no matter how much I can't deal I have to stay or else they will all be mad at me.

I am not eating right my eating disorder is acting up. All I want to do is cut and not eat or eat and purge. I can't think straight. I am so fucked.


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Re: feel like shit. - May 22nd 2016, 11:43 PM

Hi Frankie.

It must be difficult feeling trapped - wanting to go away to a crisis centre but knowing people want you to stay at home.

My advice is to hang onto the fact that you are now more than halfway through the two weeks and the end is in sight.

I think that once Nanny and Poppy return, you will not only feel a sense of relief, but a sense of pride too, having made it through the two weeks.

Try to take each day at a time and each job at a time. Avoid getting overwhelmed by mentally listing all the things you have to do over and over. Plan your day so that you can take breaks in between the chores, and ensure you have some "me time" (at the end of the day perhaps?) to do something you enjoy.

Keep your head up, you can do this. Feel free to rant to us as much as you need to.



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