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Giving up. - May 26th 2016, 01:23 AM

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I left this site awhile ago then checked in every now and then but I really feel like
I need to rant and stuff. I'm so fucking done. All of my friends freaking hate me yet claim they don't. Life just fucking sucks. I don't understand why my freaking mind is allowing me to do this to myself and not receicve help. Just sayin if you say that people who self harm and crap are "attention seekers" screw you! I for one do everything in my power so no one finds out. Do they know how hard it is for me to do this?! To act like I'm freaking happy when I want to die. Ughhhhhhh done with life and people. Nothing will make this situation better. I'm always going to be like this. I give up. Whatever.


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Re: Giving up. - May 26th 2016, 01:41 AM

Hi.

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Hey honey

Im going through the same thing, my friends all tell me they love me but only one means it. The one that told me they all say they hate me behind my back. they are uncomfterable with my presence because of the cuts on my arms. You will get threw this, please don't take your gift of a life and take it away from us.
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Re: Giving up. - May 26th 2016, 03:18 AM

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What's causing you to feel this way? Vent to me.
Long story. I'm having a very difficult time and I need my friends to be here for me but they are sometimes and sometimes aren't. Only when they need something. And I'm so freaking done with people and myself. I Just am very discouraged that everything will get better. Wish it would all end. Thanks for replying and showing you care means a lot to me

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Hey honey

Im going through the same thing, my friends all tell me they love me but only one means it. The one that told me they all say they hate me behind my back. they are uncomfterable with my presence because of the cuts on my arms. You will get threw this, please don't take your gift of a life and take it away from us.
I'm sorry it sucks. Thank you means a lot


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Re: Giving up. - May 26th 2016, 03:34 AM

Hey! It's great seeing you back again even though it is in such bad circumstances. It's also good that you decided to come here to vent instead of going somewhere else or bottling it up, I am just glad to see that you are still alive I guess. Just remember you can always vent to me when you need to, always have been able to, always will be able to. (If you didn't figure out it was me seeing as I had a username change, I was originally Little Miss if it rings any bells the one who always gave you quotes at the end of my message because you said you liked them).

Anyway, back to the actual message. Having friends that you think don't like you must suck, but killing yourself is never the option. In a few years you will look back and wonder why you ever considered it. Trust me, it gets better. Dying is never worth it, no matter what circumstance you are in. Can you find better friends? Is there a better friendship group you can go to? If not, what I did was I started sitting in the library by myself and now I have a few people that keep coming and sitting with me. I guess, even if you don't know they are out there, there is always someone better that you can be around.

If you wanted to hang around the site a bit longer till you feel better, you are always welcome to.

I don't have a quote for you today, so I'm just going to leave you by saying that it really does get better, please stay around to see that.

Take care.


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Re: Giving up. - May 27th 2016, 02:25 AM

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Hey! It's great seeing you back again even though it is in such bad circumstances. It's also good that you decided to come here to vent instead of going somewhere else or bottling it up, I am just glad to see that you are still alive I guess. Just remember you can always vent to me when you need to, always have been able to, always will be able to. (If you didn't figure out it was me seeing as I had a username change, I was originally Little Miss if it rings any bells the one who always gave you quotes at the end of my message because you said you liked them).

Anyway, back to the actual message. Having friends that you think don't like you must suck, but killing yourself is never the option. In a few years you will look back and wonder why you ever considered it. Trust me, it gets better. Dying is never worth it, no matter what circumstance you are in. Can you find better friends? Is there a better friendship group you can go to? If not, what I did was I started sitting in the library by myself and now I have a few people that keep coming and sitting with me. I guess, even if you don't know they are out there, there is always someone better that you can be around.

If you wanted to hang around the site a bit longer till you feel better, you are always welcome to.

I don't have a quote for you today, so I'm just going to leave you by saying that it really does get better, please stay around to see that.

Take care.
Of course I remember you Thank you so much! This is all means a lot to me. I have been doing pretty well but then I kinda got back into this bad state. I am having a pretty positive day today. Just trying very hard. My friends and me are all very close and have been through a lot it's just my mind making stuff up if that makes any sense ha Thank you again. Hope you are doing well


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