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Crappy Schooling, Should I Give Up? - June 4th 2016, 02:15 AM

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Hey. So I don't know where it started, but school started to fall apart. In 8th grade, I was being bullied badly (physical and emotional scars) and I was sent to a therapy school for depression & to complete that year of school. I moved school districts after this. Now it's 9th grade, and I have been pretty suicidal. I tried killing myself at home by overdosing at the end of first trimester. At the end of 2nd, I was caught hanging from my [Edited] I was torn down, and I woke up in the hospital. After the hospital, I was sent to another day treatment. I now have all F's at my high school. They said I could do my school work at day treatment, but I never have time! I don't want to take a summer class, I don't want to repeat freshman year, and I don't want to go back to a school where teachers ignore me and students label me as "retard" and "loner"!

I don't want to keep going to schools where I get treated poorly by staff and students. I figured that because I was getting A's in everything (until I was kicked out) that I might just do better without my public high school and day treatment. I want to study year-round and test for a GED when I am older. I might just even try to make money another way, I don't know... I was always great at English, so maybe I could become an author. I also always was good with tech, maybe make a website or something... I have been playing guitar for 8 years, too! I think I want to study outside of school all year round, and make money somehow on the side...

What do you people think? I really am tired of being bullied and left out. I don't want to go back where teachers are forcing me to take social skills classes to replace an elective (because they said I am isolated). I want to do good in life and make decent cash without high school! Maybe I could go to college if I get a GED, I don't know... Just give me advice please!

I'm posting here because I figured it's more related to my depression and suicide than education. Please remove my other post in that section.

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