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i cant get this out of my head. - July 7th 2016, 06:32 AM

i have struggled with depression and thoughts of suicide for a little over a year now. ive really thought this through: every possible outcome of failed suicide attempt, what would happen if i died before im ready, and what other solutions r out there for me and dont forget about my lifelong dream.

i have so many reasons that i cant even try to kill myself. but this thought has haunted me for a very long time. ive even made plans before when i was about to try. its like the most annoying, but catchy song that wont leave u alone.

i cant go there but i still want to at the same time. how do i get over this? ive never thought about something this hard or much before. i feel like my brain is going to start shooting lava out my ears. please help. thanks.
   
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Re: i cant get this out of my head. - July 7th 2016, 02:23 PM

Hi,
It sucks you're feeling that way. Is there someone you can talk to (a counsellor? Teacher? Parent?) who can understand you?
To avoid feeling suicidal, why don't you try writing a positive thought every time you feel suicidal.
For example: When you feel like committing suicide, take a sticky note and write something like "I am an incredible and unique person, and I love myself".
Hope I helped a little.
   
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Re: i cant get this out of my head. - July 10th 2016, 04:58 PM

what is causing you to feel like that?
   
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Re: i cant get this out of my head. - July 10th 2016, 10:17 PM

well ive struggled with depression for over a year now. currently its bc i have problems with food and feel guilty when i eat too much.

one of the maim reasons i think of suicide is bc i feel misunderstood and then everyone who hated me would be sorry and regret it. they would understand just how much it affected me. so im crying out for help at the same time and i want friends amd family to realize what theyve done to me when they cause me hurt. i really dont wanna die bc i know it will get better. i just want revenge on my enemies and i could do that with just one suicide attempt. but then my parents would never trust me again and would never leave me alone.so thats why i really cant and wont. but i still think about it every day.

it makes me so mad when people dont understand me dont realize how much hurt they have caused. then at the same time i feel like theyd be happy if i left. but i also dont want to be in tgis deep depession. i feel out of control when i eat too much and then i feel like i have to burn it all off or puke it up or somehow get rid of that. if only there were time machines to prevent the guilt of overeating.

so ya thats pretty much the background story. i jut realized that ive never told anyone that before.
   
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Re: i cant get this out of my head. - July 12th 2016, 05:03 AM

Committing suicide is not a solution to any problem. We have no right to end our life. Take a counselling session or open up to someone who could help you.
   
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Re: i cant get this out of my head. - July 13th 2016, 10:52 AM

Overeating is never the real problem.. the real problem is the source of the negative emotions that's creating all of this negative actions that you take. What you need to do is know that regardless of how your parents treat you, no matter how others treat you or look at you or how you look, you're perfectly fine just the way you are. You deserve love, compassion, kindness , friendship and happiness as much as others... and you deserve to love yourself. Take heart in the fact that you like helping others, and that you want others to be happy. You've a gift that you used to help others, so take pride in that.

Let that become your pride and your strength.. you've a lot to contribute and you're a wonderful human being.

You're already good, and you're only going to get better and better.

You're strong and wonderful and I'm so proud of you


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Re: i cant get this out of my head. - July 14th 2016, 08:24 PM

thank you so much greenyoshi that means a lot.
   
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Re: i cant get this out of my head. - July 15th 2016, 04:47 PM

You're welcome Remembers, things will definitely get better. If you need anyone, I'll always be around. Always.


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