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Can't live. - August 3rd 2016, 03:08 PM

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Something really bad happened to me. I can't go into detail I'll just break down all over again, but I feel like I'm dying. I feel like I'm rotting from the inside out and I want all the pain to go away. I don't belong here. I can't trust anybody, and I was stupid enough to confide in this person. This person has taken every bit of trust in humanity I still had left. I can't even believe this is happening to me right now. I feel like dying will take all the pain away. I'm the type of person who can't let things go easily, and this will stay forever. I want to die, I can't do this anymore. I've tried so hard to stay strong but now I see it's pointless.


   
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Re: Can't live. - August 4th 2016, 12:08 AM

Hi,

It's okay that you don't want to talk about what happened. I'm sorry that whatever it was happened,and if you do ever feel like talking about it my inbox is always open, or you could also use HelpLINK or LiveHelp, as those things stay 100% confidential if that helps you at all.

While dying seems like it will take all the pain away, it also is quite sad as that's the last thing you're going to experience. Pain. That's not something anyone wants. I don't think this is the end of your life being good at all, even though I don't know what happened, but life is always changing and it doesn't stop. That means that the pain isn't going to last forever. Things do change and they will get better, but you have to keep pushing forward.

I'm sorry that the person you confided in betrayed you. It's an awful feeling and it hurts a lot. It is easy to hold onto things and feel angry about them forever but that doesn't do anyone any good. It just continues to hurt you ever second of your life. It's okay to not be happy about it and be upset for a little while. But do not let it ruin your chance at a happy long life - because you deserve that. Do not hold onto it forever.

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Re: Can't live. - August 4th 2016, 07:39 AM

I hope that you'll be able to trust again. What this person did to you is definitely bad, but at the same time... this should also let you know that as much as there's bad guys out there, there's good people too. You deserve to meet those good people and to be loved by them.

Just because one person messed up, doesn't mean that he'll do the same next time.. and also, it doesn't mean that you have to sink that deep.. things will get better in the future ( I oughta take my own advice sometimes really )

it'll work out.


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You guys deserve to be happy no matter what.. okay? You people are a bunch of lovelies ... and no matter what, you people deserve to be happy.
   
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Re: Can't live. - August 5th 2016, 02:34 AM

I Feel The Same I Can't Control the Anger Sadness and Anxiety I Feel I'm dying and I fear the stress will kill me I want to die too I was Stupid I made some mistakes That I tried to fix With my friend And I Planted My trust in him I've lost so many he was the one rebuilding my trust but ended up destroying me I can't stand it I have so many new thoughts of what I did and how much I miss him
   
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