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I wanna die. I relly do. - August 12th 2016, 01:20 PM

Im not even gunna bother with the fonts and spelling all that shit anymore. I just wanna die. everone is against me. fucking strangers diss me. i get teased n bullied at school. i should just die. ive been fucking cutting for almost one year and im still not dead. i want to die. if i do then ill be free.
   
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Re: I wanna die. I relly do. - August 12th 2016, 02:55 PM

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Im not even gunna bother with the fonts and spelling all that shit anymore. I just wanna die. everone is against me. fucking strangers diss me. i get teased n bullied at school. i should just die. ive been fucking cutting for almost one year and im still not dead. i want to die. if i do then ill be free.
Surround yourself with family.
Tell yourself it will get better.
Talk to your school counselor and/or physician and get professional help.
Talk to your parents.
If you're part of a church, talk to the leader there too.

If I were there I'd help you every step of the way but I'm over here and I can only talk to you. You need ALL the help you can get. Especially professional help. So PLEASE stop cutting and start ACTING positively. I'm here if you need to talk.

You got this.
   
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Re: I wanna die. I relly do. - August 12th 2016, 06:36 PM

Hey there,

I'm really sorry that you're going through all this, but I can assure you that dying isn't the only way out. The way you view your life is based on your own perception of yourself, and whether or not you allow the mean words of others to affect that is your own decision. There are so many things left for you to do in your life, and so many experiences to be had with your friends and loved ones. Please don't let the mean opinions of strangers or the insecurities of bullies (which make them lash out at you) cause you to forgo all of those opportunities. You can be happy and you will. You just need to get through this rough patch to reach the light at the end of the tunnel.

Have you reached out to anyone about this? Whether that be family, friends or a school counsellor? Having support from people in your real life can be a massive help in dealing with this, and they can be with you every step of the way.

I know that cutting seems to make things better, but self harm ultimately is not a long term solution for your physical or mental state. Please do seek support from others or professional help. You can even just call a hotline, many of which are listed in the resources section of TeenHelp.

You can do this. I know you can. You're an amazing person who's just going through a very difficult time. It will get better soon. I promise you.

I hope this helped and feel free to PM me if you ever need someone to talk to!

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Re: I wanna die. I relly do. - August 14th 2016, 11:35 AM

Hello Shannon

I just think that if you managed to look past everything that has happened to you, and perhaps see that there is a future ahead of you, then things will be okay. Just know that you're someone worthy of love, attention and care. Anyone who says otherwise is probably very, very wrong.

People who diss you without even considering what you've been through, or your situation and how nice of a friend you are ... just made a grave mistake.

You can overcome this and if you need a friend, i'll be around for you. Rant to me anytime!


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You guys deserve to be happy no matter what.. okay? You people are a bunch of lovelies ... and no matter what, you people deserve to be happy.
   
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Re: I wanna die. I relly do. - August 14th 2016, 05:15 PM

Hi Shannon,

I'm sorry that you're feeling this way. Like the other posters have previously said: Dying is not going to make you free. It is not a one way ticket out of suffering. You know what it is? It ends your chances of ever feeling happy again. Trust me. You don't want that. I don't think you want to die persay - you just want the pain to end. That's very understandable and I'd be lying if I haven't thought that myself in the past.

The world can be a very cruel place with people that for lack of a better term suck. People can be awful and do incredibly rude and mean things that I cannot even fathom why they do it. It literally makes no sense to me. It hurts people and makes them feel like crap, but do not let them ruin your chances of being happy. That's giving them all the power over you and letting them win. You are strong, and I know the year must have been terribly hard for you with self harm and feeling as if no one is there for you to lean on. Although the world can be cruel, there is also quite a lot of hope in it, even if that's hard to believe.

People will surprise you. Take TeenHelp for example. I never thought there was this many kind and caring people who genuinely wanted to help others. There is good in the world. There are people out there who will care about you and help you through this. It might be difficult to find them, but it is not at all impossible. People surprise me everyday - in good and bad ways. But you have to take that chance.

I really agree with the other posters encouraging you to talk to someone. I know you might have trouble trusting people and feel as if no one cares or will be there. But there are professionals such as individuals at your school like staff members that are there to help you. Do not let yourself go through this alone because you deserve and need support. Talk to them about how you're feeling and what's going on, especially with the bullying. It's unacceptable for anyone to be bullied and they should be able to help you tackle the problem and help with the individuals involved.

I'm sorry that you've been self harming for a year. It can be a very addicting negative way of coping with things and once you start, it can seem like there is no way out. But recovery is always possible. I've struggled with it a lot, and so have a lot of users here on the site as well. We're always open to talking to you when you feel like self harming or need someone to talk to about it. I do think again that professional help is always helpful with it though. It took me quite a while to seek it out, but I am doing so much better with it. Yes, I've had relapses, but we all fall down and mess up. What matters is we get up and try again!

I really hope that things start to get better for you. Please take care!


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