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Death seems to be the only option. - August 12th 2016, 05:50 PM

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If I'm an attention seeker then why do I fake a smile everyday? Hide my cuts? Hide my bulimia? Not opening tell people about this? No one fucking understands what I'm going through. This is not a freaking joke to me! I just want to die. I want my pain to end. I don't understand why I can't just succeed with it. Why do I always fail. I'm desperate, it needs to happen. And soon it will. That will truly be the best day of my life, the day it ends. I'm done living. Time to leave this world.


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Re: Death seems to be the only option. - August 12th 2016, 06:22 PM

You aren't cursed and I'm pretty sure that you deserve better than to go through things like these.. and it'll get better very soon. I promise.

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Re: Death seems to be the only option. - August 12th 2016, 06:23 PM

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Re: Death seems to be the only option. - August 12th 2016, 06:25 PM

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Re: Death seems to be the only option. - August 12th 2016, 10:29 PM

Hi there,

Having these problems does not make you an attention seeker at all. I do however know how easily it is to feel like everyone thinks that. It is a stigma with some of these issues and it seems like it's very hard to escape. it can also make it very difficult to seek help and make someone feel bad for doing so but I want to urge you: Seeking help and talking to someone about struggling with these things you are struggling with does not and will never make you an attention seeker.

You deserve help and support. Everyone deserves that. Although suicide seems like a way to end your pain, it really is never a good option for anyone. It will end the chances of you ever getting better, it will affect those closest to you, and you deserve the chance to see the horizon. I'm sorry you feel as though no one understands what's going on or how you feel. It must be very frustrating. Have you told anyone about what's going on other than people here on TeenHelp? Is there a reason why you think some people will not understand or will see you as attention seeking?

I'm going to be honest: There will be people who don't understand and see these things as attention seeking. It sucks. And those people are not very good ones to be around. But I'm also going to be honest when I say that they can also really surprise you when you open up to them. But you are never going to know if you don't try and seek out those people. They are there. The world can seem dark and like you are the only one in it. But there is always hope. There is always a shoulder. There is always a helping hand - it just might be a little hard to find them. It took me a while. It really did, and I did have some people who I told who I immediately regretted telling. But you know what? It's in the past and I can't change it. I moved on and found the people who did surprise me with how much they did understand - or at least tried to. And that's really all that matters. Because we cannot expect anyone to understand or care unless they know.

Please stay strong.


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