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Always like this...I dont know what to do. - September 15th 2016, 09:51 AM

Definitely today is supposed to be one of my bad no...worse days. And I know horrible days fade eventually, but I'm tired. I'm so tired of trying. I want to be happy. I want to be in a good mood. I want to feel like a normal person...someone who isnt mentally ill. I have too many feelings of feeling depressed and feeling like crawling into a hole...hiding from the world forever. I want to find happiness in God, but no matter what I feel like everything just keeps getting worse for me. No matter what I do im never happy not even once...its worrying me. I feel destructive. Like if anyone associates with me, I'm going to affect them and destroy them with my negativity... I've already witnessed that while I was paranoid over a single person and everyone was saying I was going crazy...I just want to end this endless nightmare and go somewhere else. Somewhere without stress, without having to feel this way anymore...

"I'm not a piece of cake for you to just discard
While you walk away with the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back what's mine, you'll miss
The slice of heaven that I gave to you last night
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Re: Always like this...I dont know what to do. - September 15th 2016, 10:54 AM

Hey there,

I'm really sorry that you're feeling this way, but you've been through periods like this before, so you can handle it. I know that it feels really, really freaking hard to want to do anything or even get up in the morning, but just try to remember all the things you're grateful for, whether they be people or things you enjoy doing! If you manage to find one thing each day that you can look forward to, maybe it's an activity or food or a person you get to see, it will make everything so, so much easier, I promise you.

Hope this helped somewhat and feel free to PM me if you ever need anything!

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