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I am glad it made you smile...even just the tiniest smile...I will never feel happy you fade...if you slip, I will try to help you up...You aren't invisible, because I can see you...and you can't wreck it with me, and I am pretty sure that the same goes for everyone who is trying to help you right now...we aren't going anywhere...
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You have your whole life, you'll forget me in the next few years I haven't had a big impact on your life. How can you see me? I'm just some fuck up that posts here.
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Faith, even an entire life time wouldn't be enough to forget you. What I said in that PM about you being a beacon of light in my life was so true. When you are just chatting and screwing around, you are an AMAZING and FUN person. Reading PMs from you cheers me up so much, how do you expect me to just forget that?
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It would be, I'm just a random person for the net. I've had no impact on you at all! We talk and stuff but that just...it isn't enough to form a memory or to care.
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For me it is...because if it wasn't for people on this site that I just talk to, I wouldn't be here...You have had a lot of impact...I don't write poems for people that don't mean anything to me...you aren't a random person on the net, you are faith...I care...I care a lot!!! I want to make sure that you don't kill yourself, because that will hurt me!!! It will hurt me and all the people on here that care about you!!!
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Everyone on here is strong so they'll live past me. Never know, some could be relieved and better since I'm gone. I haven't made an impact on anyone, haven't helped people that much, haven't saved anyone. I just sit around here, haven't worked out why. Eugh, I'm fading more each day.
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NO ONE ON HERE WILL BE RELIEVED IF YOU LEAVE!!! You have made an impact...you have helped people more than you think...You don't need to fade...things get better faith...trust me...
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i second that. we all care about you deeply, faith. and because of that, we all want to help and make you feel better. :)
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Times three.
Faith, you may not feel important, but I have very few friends in real life, and the ones I have, I feel like just use me when it is convenient for them. You may not be perfect, I know you aren't, but no one is. What you do have is you make me feel happy, like there are other people out there that actually care. If it weren't for you and some of my other friends on here, I don't even know what I'd have to live for. And I know you well enough to know that you're going to tell me my other friends can take your place. Well, that won't work. They are all absolutely amazing, just like you, but they can't take your place. Who else can I talk to about robot world domination? |
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There's nothing you can do to make me feel better. Things got 10x worse last night so there's just more reasons telling me to leave. It's best if I leave. No one can ever hurt me or come never me and that's what I want so they can never walk away either. Maybe I'll be happy in death, maybe it'll be just a hell of a long sleep, I don't care! I just want the freedom to leave this world. You won't follow and that's all I need to know (you shouldn't). Meh, maybe they'll find something better to talk about then robot world domination.
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but i believe that NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS RIGHT NOW.. everything will get better eventually.
faith, we have faith in you.. there's so much in store for you. we all care... soo much :) and yes that is true .. you know it. |
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I agree with darrenboy! everything will get better for you...And we all care a lot about you...it is true...You just have to keep going...
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Why do I have to keep going though? Things get better for like a day or so (i.e my b'day) then come plumeting down further! It's just time for me to give up. You have to understand that right?
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I do understand...but you don't have to give up!!! You are strpng enough to keep going...I know it...you made it this far...you can keep going...you can do this...and you don't have to get through it alone...I'm here...
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I know, I don't HAVE to but I WANT to. Yes it's the easy way out but I don't care! I just need out, everyone'll be fine. They'll rise above me after awhile.
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It isn't the easy way out...You have gone through so much!!! You have lasted...you are really strong faith...I won't be fine...I won't get over it!!!You don't get it...I CARE!!! I want to help you!!! Please just stay here....
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It is the easiest way out and probably the stupidest for me but I just don't care.
You will get over it, you're young and strong. You cant fight, there's nothing left in me to fight for or stay for. I pushed everyone away. |
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No you didn't...You haven't pushed me away...or the other people on TH...I won't get over it...Never...you do have something to fight for...because it will get better...it always does...just please don't leave...
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I'm trying to push you and others away though, so you won't care and you'll hate me so I can fade. It doesn't matter whether I fight or not. You were doing fine without me, I haven't made a difference to you.
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You won't be able to push me away...I'm not like everyone else...I will never hate you...It does matter if you fight...thing will get better for you in time...You have made a diffrence...More than you know...
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People say that but I always find a way to push them away till there's no one left. I haven't done anything to make a difference.
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They might have said it, but they didn't mean it...I mean it...you can't push me away...and you did make a difference...before I came to this site and started helping people, I wanted to kill myself...then I came here and I started talking to you and a few other people...and I still want to kill myself but you gave me a reason to live...to save you...to keep you living...i understood your pain a lot... not many other people on here smiled because of me...you just have to believe that you are helping me by living...I don't want you to die...I truely don't and never will...
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Why can't you live for the other people that helped you? I failed at life. I don't want to say here anymore. It's pointless, I've done all that I want to. I'm glad I saved you but...you have others.
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You didn't fail...I give you an A+...It isn't pointless...you have helped people on here...I may have others...but you are still one of them and you still mean a lot...
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An A+ in what? I haven't helped you or anyone that much that they'll miss me, they'll move on from me in a few days. A week at max. I don't mean anything because I never let myself mean anything to anyone.
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I know you may want out but thats not the answer to your problems believe me. Eventually everyone finds happiness because veryone wants to be happy. If you truely feel this way you need to be talking to a counselor or someone that can really help you. In the end everything will be okay. You just have to have people that can relate to you and talk about things with. I hope you don't do anything you'll regret. That's not good for anyone.
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I think I'll find happiness in death so there isn't a reason not to go.
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An A+ for effort in life...and you mean enough to me...it wouldn't take me a week...I wouldn't ever get over it..part of me would be gone...
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You will live past me. I lost a friend that felt like the other half of me but I still carried on for almost 9 months. You can do longer than that because I won't ever let myself mean that much to anyone again.
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I won't ever get over it...
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You will, Faith's just a girl from the internet. She can't have a big impact on you.
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You aren't just a person on the internet...you and a few others on here saved me...that is a bigger impact than you think...
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I am because I've barely said anything to help you on your way, the others have probably helped you a lot more than I ever could so...ugh, just let me fade.
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I don't want you to fade...
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You won't notice the difference. I just won't be online anymore.
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I will notice the difference...I will always notice it...
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You won't. After awhile I'll be forgotten by everyone here. I like that idea because I never wanted to mean anything to anyone.
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You will never be forgotten by everyone here...I wish you could see that...
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Faith, I will NEVER forget you. EVER. Just don't go, ok.
You already mean so much to me. I have no friends offline, they all just use me when it's convenient. Without my friend from TH, I don't even know what I'd do. And you are one of my best friends. I couldn't take it if I lost you. Also, if it helps cheer you up, I posted some new pictures. |
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I will be forgotten, I've never made myself important and I never want to be important to anyone. I'll just hurt them or they'll hurt me so it's best I stay away. I've managed to push most people away so...just let me go or you're going to be hurt and I don't want to do that.
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