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Feelings of The Depressed Song - February 27th 2017, 12:24 PM

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If you arenít going to catch me
Then why make me fall
You broke my heart
Now Iím crying like a doll
You insult me bad
And beat me when Iím down
What did I do
For you to make me frown
I have a gun to my head
A knife to my heart
Iím sitting in the dark
With a lot of bloody art
I know Iím not cute
And no Iím not a saint
But I have feelings
And this I restraint
I donít tell others
For they donít care
I have a pillow to my head
And Iím slowly losing air
I say Iím okay
And I say that Iím fine
but just to be honest
Iím tormented in the mind
And I listen to my music
Yeah I listen to it loud
I try to ignore the pain
By drowning out the sound
And when Iím feeling down
I get some food
I eat away my sorrow
And try to get through
You say Iím fat
And you say Iím stupid
But I wanted to be happy
And finally find cupid
But you beat me down
And make me feel worst
Yeah you make me feel bad
Now Iím about to burst
I have a noose around my neck
And Iím standing on a chair
And now Iím getting worried
That my end has come near
My mom walks in
And starts to cry
She sees me hanging there
up in the sky
Iím sorry mom
I shouldíve told you
I see you cared
And you couldíve helped me through
If I could go back
Iíd tell you it all
Iíd let you help me
Before I fall
I want to live life
And I want it to change
I want to be happy
And not be deranged
Then I felt the touch
Of godís mighty hand
This must be my chance
And it feels so grand
I rush to my mom
And give her a hug
Iím sorry mom
And I donít need a drug
Iím so sorry
I never knew you cared
I feel so bad
But this I can bare
She starts crying
But tears of joy
Its ok my love
Now your life you enjoy
There is always someone
That cares for you so
They want you to be happy
And donít want you to go
And if you find them
Your life can be better
Now weíll end this song
With this very last letter

By: Angela (me)
Finished: 1/13/17 AT 10:13
   
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Re: Feelings of The Depressed Song - February 27th 2017, 12:37 PM

omg that's really deep...did you go through this that bad?
   
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Re: Feelings of The Depressed Song - February 27th 2017, 12:38 PM

yes i did until i found this site...and all these people but i'm better now
   
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Re: Feelings of The Depressed Song - February 27th 2017, 12:42 PM

well, I'm glad you're better
   
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