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I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 15th 2017, 09:57 PM

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I think that im in real danger now.

In truth, I have been relying on a lot of things to act as temporary sources of happiness, but those things are falling one after another because the real source was her.

The last source of it was football.. I watch football without smiling, without being happy.. but it gave me some sort of respite.

But even the team I supported lost.. Manchester city Fc.

I have never been more ready for.. bad things because all my distractions have failed.

I have played video games for 20 hours a day.

I have joined a girl group to try to find someone like her.

I have tried to rant out my problems online.

I have argued with my parents and my parents are helpless now.

I have also tried drinking and smoking

None of that worked.

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I have even tried talking to her and it didnt work..

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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 16th 2017, 01:52 PM

You've definitely tried a lot of things. Can you say what happens when you try each of these things? Do any particular thoughts or feelings discourage you?
   
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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 16th 2017, 07:46 PM

nah.. i've just tried it all I can.. but its not the same without her in my life.


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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 16th 2017, 11:06 PM

It may not be the same without her but things can and will change. I know this will sound like im spouting rubbish but you have tried so many things, so many different things, maybe you're just trying too hard. Maybe it's time to stop and take things one day at a time. Slowly slowly you'll find a way to get through this, probably without even realising you're doing it.

Just keep strong, and keep safe. Message me any time


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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 17th 2017, 12:45 AM

Thanks Sabah. But I also hope to find someone who will spend physical time with me having fun doing things like movies hangouts and food trips..

I have given up on love (romance ) and I just want a life buddy. Thats how resigned I am to despair.


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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 17th 2017, 06:00 AM

Do you feel the need for more human connection?

That's what support groups provide. Maybe check if there's a DBSA group in your area. Maybe a NAMI place. Mental Wellness center? Sometimes a hospital runs groups or knows of groups.

Maybe an open AA group?

Meetup.com?

volunteermatch.com?

Any church? Buddhist meditation class or chanting group?

Join a sport team?

For me the key is to attend groups I can participate in and feel a part of. This satisfies my emotional brain need for human connection and to feel a part of a tribe.

It helps slowly heal my broken brain.

tai-chi, qi-gong, or yoga class?

Also for me I've found just get out and go for a walk. Just a little exercise can help me feel better the next day.

Sorry you st someone. It happened to me and I immediately went to a lot of support groups or "processing groups". That helped a lot.

I of course would like a partner too. I've managed to stay well enough that I'm mostly OK having lots of activities that surround me with people.

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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 17th 2017, 02:38 PM

I have tried those too.. thanks though.


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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 17th 2017, 03:04 PM

I'm really sorry that you lost somebody close too, and I know how frustrating and challenging that can be. I've lost best friends in my past, as well. People I thought I couldn't live my life without, but here I am, and I survived that pain, and you will too.

Nobody is ever worth losing your life over, even if it seems like they are. They are so many people in this world, you're not going to be alone forever. People will come and go in life, that's sadly just the truth but you'll eventually find people who will stay.

Someone listed joining groups, how long have you tried them out for? Sometimes we have to stay in them for awhile or jump around, friendships our not instantaneous.

Also, I'm not sure if you've tried counseling, but it might be helpful for you as it seems like you are in a really low place in your life. Don't give up, you can will beat this. People will come along eventually. Stay strong.
   
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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 17th 2017, 03:34 PM

I've tried counseling too. I've been in those groups for some time, but the friendships i've forged in those groups just led to me losing stuff like money, and those people I met up with in real life just backstabbed me and used me.

Well... thanks.


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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 17th 2017, 11:12 PM

It is so disappointing when you put the effort in and try to form new friendships and people end up hurting you and stabbing you in the back, but not everyone is the same. I always think that there is only me all by myself and nobody understands or cares, but sometimes when I take a step back from my life, I see that I do have one friend at least, a good friend I have known over 2 yeas. Yeah she doesn't know everything about me but she's someone ive managed to keep in my life for over a decade. Anyway my point is, no matter how many negative, bad, cruel or careless people we come across, there will be one person at least who loves you, cares for you and can be a good friend.

Hope you find what you're looking for


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Re: I need some sort of source of happiness.... - March 18th 2017, 07:38 AM

Btw... I kinda got to know two people who aren't so bad.. but i have no childhood friends anymore.. not after she left.

I have tried for so long.. but I don't know. Its so, so so tough.


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