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:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( - April 12th 2017, 01:18 AM



Hahahahahahahahahahaha

I am happy to be sad. I am sad to be happy

Its all distorted.

please don't throw me to anyone else...

Hahahahahahaha




Do my best at everything I can to live a happy, perfect life.

Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.

Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.

On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.

Never settle. Never give up.

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Re: :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( - April 12th 2017, 04:48 AM

Ivan, I can assure you that you haven't scared anyone here. We are all here to support you, get you help, and above all, not judge you for feeling the way you do.
Although your emotions may seem confused and distorted, the feelings you are describing are common. It's easy in hard times, especially during depression, to have mixed up feelings, like being so sad you laugh or smiling while crying. You have no reason to apologize and nobody is going to throw you away to someone else.

I am here for you if you would like to talk about what's bothering you. I wish you the best and please don't give up on yourself. You are so much stronger than what you realize.


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Re: :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( - April 12th 2017, 04:55 AM

No everyone are lying. I am choosing not to be better.

I don't know how to describe how I really feel. I am stupid with languages.

Well everyone are lying. They won't always be there for many years. Or even if they do when darkness arrives there is no way I can survive it with a soul. I surrender my heart.

Its true, I cannot tell anyone, or actually I am not able to tell anyone how I felt. They think from my descriptions its okay but its not.

I don't trust anyone. I must have choose to not trust anyone. Its difficult.

Its impossible, who would want to help a terrible person like me? And for a year? 2 years? 10 years? Until I die? No way.

The truth is I still cannot die anyway since I had to. No one will able to help me.

So its good that I remind everyone that stay away from me because I can't be helped.

Well that's if you want me to write it here! Then this is how I felt.

I think the best way to describe how I feel is to write nothing.



Do my best at everything I can to live a happy, perfect life.

Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.

Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.

On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.

Never settle. Never give up.

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Re: :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( - April 12th 2017, 08:36 AM

Hey Ivan,
You're not a bad person mate. In fact, I'm gonna say you're a really great person. i've seen you around the forum, and you do a swell job helping everyone else.
You certainly can be helped. Since you seem to have depression, perhaps meeting a psychologist and/or a psychiatrist may be a good idea. That should help a bit.
Don't give up mate, you're strong and awesome.
My inbox is open if you wanna talk.


PM me if you ever wanna talk. Send a message my way.
And remember, you matter. You're awesome. You're beautiful. Stay strong, the world will get better.

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Re: :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( - April 12th 2017, 08:39 AM

No please don't throw me to the doctors


Do my best at everything I can to live a happy, perfect life.

Happy life won't come by being happy everyday. Struggle and always work hard.

Forgive other's imperfection, they will work hard about it once I point it out to them, just like what I should be doing.

On the other hand, never tolerate with my own mediocrity. Never slack and always strive improvement.

Never settle. Never give up.
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Re: :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( - April 12th 2017, 08:42 AM

No one is throwing you to the doctors mate. All I'm saying is that you should reach out for help, as they are professionals who will be able to help you better


PM me if you ever wanna talk. Send a message my way.
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