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Invisible - April 13th 2017, 06:23 PM

All I want is to be invisible, but all I am is truly visible.

Every step I take, every choice I make

Is completely, utterly visible.

But the hurt and the pain and the happiness I cannot gain,

is completely, utterly invisible.

All of my million mistakes, have shattered my hope and my faith.

What good is life, if your not living?

What good is faith, if it's in vain?

Why can't you see the pain you inflict with every word that leaves your lips?

Why can't you leave me be?

You never see what really matters.

Let me be Invisible.


What use is it to live? No one is there, everyone hates me, To my parents I'm the problem child, I'm ugly, I'm unhappy, I'm a piece of shit, I can't do anything, and even when I'm dead no one will miss me. Should I even tell them goodbye? I don't think they'll care if I do or not.


"Tomorrow is always fresh, with no mistakes in it, yet."
-Miss Stacy, Anne of Green Gables
   
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Re: Invisible - April 13th 2017, 09:50 PM

Your brain, your depression is telling you these things. "No one will miss me".
I went through that, and I am still going through it. But deep inside, I know that isn't actually true. Oh fuck those cliche words I'm saying, but they are the truth.
I'm ugly, I'm the problem child, I've lost all hope to live. Why the hell am I even alive, I suffered enough?
Deep down I know the reason, it's because I still hope that it's worth living, there is still darn hope for humanity. You can change the world, one step at a time, but it is possible.
Fuck looks, fuck what your parents say, fuck what someone else says to you, you are who you are, and you need to accept yourself. The sooner you accept who you are, and show the middle finger to the ignorant haters, that's when your life begins. It is all easy to say stuff like this, but trust me, it is possible to turnaround. Make this depression, not your weakness, but your strength. Something that will make you strong, something that will make you say in twenty years "I did it. I'm alive".
Life is a challenge, and people are just making it even more challenging.
Show them that you are strong, and that you won't give up, no matter what they say. Words do not hurt, it's the meaning behind them. I'm not hurt when someone calls me "pig" because it's an animal, heck animals are way better than humans.
I'm offended because the meaning is "you are fat, you are abnormal". It's not wrong to be fat, it's not wrong to be different, it's not wrong to look ugly (according to their standards). True beauty is on the inside, because all those ignorant people are the ugliest inside. They are betrayed, without as much as a second passing.
   
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