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Idk may be triggering idk just venting - April 16th 2017, 07:35 AM

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I'm ashamed of my mental health even though I know it's nothing to be ashamed of.
I'm ashamed that after almost 4 years without cutting I am still getting urges.
I'm ashamed because I still get thoughts to harm myself everyday.
I still have suicidal thoughts although I haven't attempted in 2 years now.
I still have weight issues although I am average.
I'm ashamed because this is the happiest I have been in years but I still have these thoughts. like they're engraved in my head.
I'm ashamed of many things more that are too graphic to go into detail surrounding suicide that has caused my PTSD I still have nightmares.
my anxiety still causes me to need someone with me almost constantly.

My depression has been there for over 5 yrs now. I just don't know anymore.

I don't know where I was going I just needed to vent. I probably wasted your time. sorry

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Re: Idk may be triggering idk just venting - April 16th 2017, 08:31 AM

Hey there,
Sorry to hear you're feeling down. I understand how hard it must be dealing with all the issues you mentioned.
However, you have to be incredibly strong. Despite all the urges you are still not giving in. That warrants a massive high five! Stay strong yeah? You're really awesome.
I hope writing this down helped you a bit.
Hit me up if you need to talk!

PS:You haven't wasted anybody's time and there is no need to apologise!

PM me if you ever wanna talk. Send a message my way.
And remember, you matter. You're awesome. You're beautiful. Stay strong, the world will get better.

May The Force be With You.
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Re: Idk may be triggering idk just venting - April 16th 2017, 08:47 PM

It's hard, but you gotta fight. I know how it is, and it's the hardest thing in the world. Good luck my friend. If you want to ever talk to someone, I'm here.
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