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Exclamation Ruining my own life - June 24th 2017, 03:51 AM

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Lately, I've been thinking heavily about suicide. I finally felt loved, cared for, and important. By my ex. The sweetest man I'd ever met. Never disrespected me, always complemented me, but I was too paranoid and jealous. I was so horrible to him that you'd think it was on purpose. I was scared to lose him. He put up with more than enough of my shit, until he couldn't take it. He still wasn't mean. Ever since this happened I've been self-harming and seriously committing suicide. I'd rather cut my hand off than deal with this. I don't care what anyone says, but it won't for a reason I'm not going to discuss. I just want to die. The first bit of love I experience is gone. My fault, not his. He was amazing, and I just had to be my crazy self. I just really want to die. Yes, there are other nice guys. Guys that aren't my other half.


   
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Re: Ruining my own life - June 24th 2017, 04:30 PM

Hello Jessica,

People do crazy things when they are in love and afraid to lose that person. Next time you get a boyfriend, try to be less controlling or rude. Don't cut. That leads down a horrible path. Don't commit suicide, there's a whole life ahead of you with guys like that. You deserve to live and be happy and loved. Maybe there will be some bumps in the road and so ups and downs, but eventually you will find the perfect someone. Don't worry about it too much, you're only 17. You have so much more to do, don't end it now. PM me whenever you need to talk. I'll listen.

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Re: Ruining my own life - June 25th 2017, 07:05 AM

Thank you for sharing. Sorry that happened. Comforting to know there are really wonderful sweet caring men out there.

I hope you can find a friend to be with, if that would be helpful to you. Or whatever would be helpful to you, to get you through this rough time.

Depression hurts so much, as I remember.

I remember it being very painful!

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Re: Ruining my own life - June 26th 2017, 04:16 AM

I don't have a long life ahead of me, that's the issue.


   
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Re: Ruining my own life - June 26th 2017, 05:31 PM

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I don't have a long life ahead of me, that's the issue.
What do you mean?




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