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just depressed really - December 8th 2017, 07:01 PM

I am not going to be one of those people who rambles on about my life story.

I have struggled with anorexia for about year just over now I have lost everything from my full time job to friendships relationships etc.


I have recently turned 21 November and I feel like shit I am working part time 12 hours a week at this horrible supermarket. I want to be doing well for myself in life but I feel this eating disorder has took everything away from me I had a great job I had to reign my only 2 friends are very unreliable I wish I had better friends on my birthday one of them decided to leave me in the street.

I do struggle with tons of other mental health problems but I don't feel the need to list them here. I am so lonely and depressed I feel like my eating disorder has isolated me from the world.

I want to learn how to drive I actually have my theory in a few days but I have stopped revising because I always fail cause I am failure I have learning disabilities I can't do anything right. I would love more friends but I have been seriously abused my whole life I have struggles with people even though I am very good socially I lack the confidence.
I would like to get back in to full time work but every job I try for his either far away ( I can't drive) or they reject me because I suck. I feel like this eating disorder has been the nail in my coffin my life is unfixable I don't know what to do anymore.

I am considering starting kick boxing in January I think that will be awesome for me mentally. Would be nice to pass my theory in a few days but I wont because I never do I have tried countless of times I have even got in an argument with the lady at the desk telling her how I feel it's wrong expecting people with mental illness to do this test who can't do it.


I just feel like I am in a whole from where my eating disorder has left me I have lost everything I hd a great life before all this well it was decent I was doing well for myself now I am a mess.
   
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Re: just depressed really - December 12th 2017, 10:32 PM

Hi Justin,

I'm so sorry to hear that you're still struggling a lot. I agree when it comes to feeling as though your eating disorder is sort of 'isolating' yourself from the world. I felt that way as well, and it is difficult to stop feeling that way.

I highly recommend that you do start kickboxing! It's such a great activity to get out any kind of emotions that you're feeling. It will help with any urges as well. I started going to the gym and I've noticed a huge change in my moods from being always down, to being normal, and I find that it helps with my urges as well.

I really hope that you start feeling better soon. No one deserves to feel this way.

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