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I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 06:36 AM

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ahh, well I havent been on in a while, and thats cuz I havent felt suicidal. But now, I am and I feel good.... I think Im actually gonna go thru with it and it kinda makes me euphoric.... Idk, Im not sure I can make it thru the night....
   
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Re: I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 06:43 AM

Shanna, try to think through this for a minute here. Don't make any decisions that you're later going to regret. What is it that's making you feel suicidal right now? If you tell us, maybe we can help you work through your emotions.





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Re: I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 06:51 AM

I just..... Idk. Graduation........ I can't deal with myself..... I don't wanna be alive anymore... I'm scared... I need someone here with me right now, but its too late...... Omg....
   
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Re: I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 06:59 AM

Shanna, take a deep breath. Things are going to work out. I know that doesn't sound true right now, but they're going to. How come graduation is bothering you right now? Are you overwhelmed? Try to calm yourself down. Listen to some music, write a poem, anything at all that can lighten your mood a bit. If you need to talk, you can post here, or you're definitely welcome to PM me. You're not alone in this whatsoever.





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Re: I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 07:08 AM

Yes, maybe I am overwhelmed. My dad is being impossible.... I don't want to walk accross the stage... I could care less. My parents are kicking me out May 30th which is graduation day... I'm scared of myself and everything from the past is resurfacing and its not good.... I just want it over, I wanna die.
   
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Re: I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 07:21 AM

If you don't feel up to it, is it absolutely necessary you go to the ceremony in order to graduate? If people really insist, walking across the stage isn't to big of a deal. But if you really do have a hard time feeling up to doing it, why should you have to in order to graduate? It doesn't seem, fair, either, that your parents would kick you out on your graduation day. Have you talked it through with them and asked them to at least give you time to find a place to stay? If you are feeling overwhelmed, try your best to simply relaxed. It sounds like you're a bit stressed - try not to think about what's to come. That's one of the worst things that you can do. I promise you that things are going to get better. I believe in you.





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Re: I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 07:30 AM

My parents and grandparents want me to walk the stage. We don't even get our diplomas then...
I've messed up too many times, so my parents want me out and I wanna be done.
Yes, I am stressed...but it doesn't matter.
   
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Re: I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 07:46 AM

It does matter, though. Because your life matters. I know that these things are bothering you right now, but suicide is permanent, these problems are not. I know you're going to find a way to work through them, I truly believe that you can. It may seem as if they will right now, but these problems or issues cannot last forever. You're going to work through them, and there are a lot of people in your life who I am sure would love to help you through them. Don't give up on yourself, you're a strong person and you will get through this.





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Re: I think it is time.... - May 27th 2009, 07:20 PM

Hey Shanna,

I'm sorry to hear that graduation has been so stressful!!! But honey, you can get through it. Trust me. At my graduation, they actually made us curtsey (I go to an all-girls school). But I managed to not fall over and plummet off the stage. In fact, nobody did.

So sometimes, the worst doesn't happen.

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Re: I think it is time.... - May 28th 2009, 01:22 AM

Thanks, both of you. I was surrounded by ppl who cared about me today, and I feel better.
   
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Re: I think it is time.... - May 28th 2009, 03:05 AM

I'm so glad you feel so much better. You're always cared about and welcomed here with open arms. Sometimes, we just need to vent and know other people, even strangers, will sit and listen and care. Things get better, that's life. Things will always get better again, we just need to hang on long enough to see things reach where we need them to be.

Seeing as everything here seems to be solved, I'm going to close this thread. If anyone else has any information/advice or comments, please don't hesitate to PM the OP. Everyone can use a few extra comments that take a little more energy. Feel free to open a new thread if a new problem arises. Anyone who disagrees can PM me to discuss the matter. Please take care.


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