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Question Idk. I just needed to write something. - March 14th 2018, 08:08 PM

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[SIZE="a"]Every day I think about self hamring again. I think of different ways I could kill myself. I write a suicide note every night. I have the means of doing it when ever I am home.
I try to think about who would actually care and I only get Zach (bf). But I wish that there was more.
He found me the other night about to do it. I was already half there. But he came home and found me. Maybe 2 minutes later and it would have been worse. Maybe I picked that subconsciously as a time for him to save me. To see that I wasn't okay. Idk
I don't know what the point of this was I just wanted to write something.[/size]
   
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Re: Idk. I just needed to write something. - March 17th 2018, 02:51 PM

It sounds like you are suicidal a lot these days and it must be very difficult for you to keep going when you feel this way.

It's really good that Zach is there for you and cares about you. Understandably you would wish that there were more people in your life that care about you. But you never know what the future holds and maybe one day there will be more. But for now, you've got Zach and the TeenHelp community as a start anyway.

It may well being that if you aren't getting enough support that you may have wanted Zach to see that you weren't okay when he found you. Do you have support from other people like psychiatrists and counsellors?

It's more than okay to just want to write something and I hope that it helped a little. Whatever you are struggling with, we care and we are here to listen and support if we can.

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