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Everything is getting worse - May 15th 2019, 01:57 AM

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I had gotten better. I was discharged from behavioral health and my therapist said I was well enough to stop going. But recently, I dont know. I'm finishing up my freshman year of high school (despite what my age says, I put it in two years older on accident). I've always had a problem turning in assignments. I'll have a sudden surge of motivation for a bit where I'll get everything done in my free time, but then I stop caring and it's an endless cycle. And then there's the matter of I cant let go of the past. My sisters always make fun of each other. It's what siblings do. But the things they make fun of me for are the same things the people at my last school did, and they lead me to suicide. It makes me think that the only reason they arent on his side is because they dont know that. If they did, they would probably be on his side. My parents say they care about me and tell me all these stories, but I dont believe it. Everything has gotten worse mentally. I even thought of suicide as a solution in passing. What if I do it again. It would be so easy. It was last time. Maybe it is the only solution. And one of my best friends, my only friend from my last school, wont talk to me anymore. I miss her. She was my reason to live. I dont know what to do.

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