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it HURTS, - May 31st 2009, 09:48 PM

why is that i feel i don't belong anywhere at all.
no matter what it's like i'm on the outside looking in.
no matter how people try to include me, no matter what anybody says. i just feel alone.
Then I realized why have anybody in your life, now I know this is selfish because a lot of people wish they had one decent person in there life and have +10 that i trust and how many other good people in my life. so, i'm not lacking in the "love/care" department, I have more than enough. still though i feel aloneand I don't know why. But like today earlier at church, I just, I felt like I didn't belong, like halfway there, I just wanted to turn the car around and crawl back into bed. Then I got there and of course, people came up and started talking to me and I just didn't want to talk... I wanted it to be over with. So, I was thinking, why not kick people out of my life, why should I want people to get close to me, people just hurt you in the long run right? People don't really "love" me, they just feel sorry for me... because who could love a screw up like myself ?

I don't understand this.
I don't have the best home life, but my parents try it's just hard with my sister/neice/brother in law with us, who do nothing but stress my parents out. But I feel like all my sisters mistakes get brough upon me, like she was not the best teenager, but NOW my parents don't trust me and I haven't done anything wrong. ITS ALWAYS BEEN ABOUT HER AND HER PROBLEMS AND NEVER ABOUT ME. It's never about me.

Like, I can't even feel love anymore. What is love anyways? Just opening up and letting somebody hurt you? I don't want that, I don't need anybodyy ):

I wouldn't mind just running off or something else ....


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Re: it HURTS, - May 31st 2009, 11:39 PM

Cassie, I can understand why you feel you don't belong. Even when your surrounded by people you can still feel alone. Just know that you have people that care about you and think your great And see if you can perhaps ease your parents' burden by helping them out. That means that they will have more time for you and you will look good to them too. Your cool, don't let anyone tell you otherwise


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Re: it HURTS, - June 1st 2009, 02:40 AM

Cassie,

I feel the same. I don't know if its the same for you, but I draw so much solace from helping people here, and at school. PM me if you want to talk.


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Re: it HURTS, - June 1st 2009, 06:00 AM

Hey Cassie,

I understand how you feel - there've been days where even when people were nice to me, I still felt like crying or like just going off and being alone somewhere.

That doesn't mean that love isn't worth it, though. Life can just feel overwhelming sometimes. And when that happens, one can start feeling "alone" because of everything that one's facing, despite the ties and connections that one has.

But that doesn't mean those ties and connections aren't important.

And hey, you're ALWAYS important. I'm sorry that you don't feel like you're being listened to or acknowledged like you should - I definitely understand how that feels. But please remember that you do always deserve to be listened to, and we're always here to listen and care about what's going on with you and help out how we can.

'Cause you're a really awesome person

Hang in there PM me anytime!


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