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contemplating - June 2nd 2009, 07:27 PM

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for the past 2 weeks, i have been thinking about killing myself, and in some cases having a plan to do so. I feel so alone and empty. I feel like im dead already. I dont know who i am anymore. I just am tired of living. Tired of being in this deep depression. Tired of trying. I just think that if im dead, everyone will be happier. I wont be burdening anyone anymore. I complain way to much, and people tell me that i burden them. I give up. Im TIRED!!
im sorry ive complained so much.

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Re: contemplating - June 2nd 2009, 07:48 PM

Hey there,

take a deep breath, hun. I'm sorry things've been so low lately But don't worry, you're definitely NOT complaining a lot or anything like that at all. And even if you were, "complaining" can sometimes be a productive thing...

And you're definitely NOT a burden. I understand being tired - but it is possible to shake that. Sometimes takes a while, but it's possible. And it's way worth the wait.

And you're worth hanging in there for, too. I've felt the "I don't even know who I am" thing anymore - but you're always here. Who do you want to be? What do you like doing? What do you hope for? You can always refind yourself - and grow in the process.

I'm sorry that you're feeling alone But we're always here to lend an ear!

Hang in there.

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Re: contemplating - June 3rd 2009, 07:18 AM

hey hun, i really hope you're still here with us.. *hugs*
it's really hard when all the depressing thoughts set in and when suicide seem like a possible way out when it's not. there're always other ways out that you simply can't see now because you don't know they exist.
it's easy to feel like everyone will be happier with you gone, but it's FALSE. they won't feel happy.... suicide doesn't just affect you, it just spreads your pain out to all those around you, and they'll have to live with it..
is there anyone around you that you can talk to? is there a counsellor who you can talk to? or some trustworthy adult? you don't have to feel like this forever, and trust me, i know that there's a life ahead of this storm of depression. you can make it.
don't give up!

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the voice of truth says "do not be afraid"
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