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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:10 PM

I feel so weak. I feel so pathetic. I wanted to stay away, to deal with things alone but i'm so weak that I couldn't and I had to come back. I umm, the thoughts....they're getting worse and...I...I did something...and...argh...kill me now?
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:11 PM

You are not weak what's wrong?
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:22 PM

im not strong enough...to do this...
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:23 PM

Laura, you aren't weak at all. It takes alot of strength to ask for help, alot more than to try and deal with things on your own.

What's bothering you? Go ahead and talk to me, I'm here for you, k?


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:31 PM

I...umm, thanks cody =/
But i am...i'm weak. I didn't want to return because I wanted to do this alone and I'm such a failure I can't even stay away from here..
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:45 PM

Don't worry about it, ok? I know that you wanted to do this on your own, and I admire you for being so brave, but oftentimes the brave path isn't the best path, or atleast not the only path worth considering.

I know you didn't really want to come back and I know that you feel weak for getting help, but you're not at all. You're a very, very strong person. Now that you're here, why not just talk to me about what's bothering you?


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:46 PM

its a long story...lets forget about the whole situation
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:47 PM

If you want to talk that's fine pm me if u like
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:49 PM

A happy face doesn't mean that you're really happy... If you don't want to talk about it, that's fine. I'm not going to pressure you into talking. But I'm always here if you need me, no matter what. You can PM me too if you don't feel comfortable posting on the forums.

But... besides the long story and all the, how have you been?


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:50 PM

hey laura.
your not weak. your not a failure. and laura whats wrong? you ca talk with me anytime ok. i am always here for you.
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:51 PM

I've been pretty crap actually. Like, I swear the days are getting worse as they go on...*shudders* I wanna scream and do stuff I shouldn't!!!!!!!!!!
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:56 PM

laura would you like to talk about it?
and scream just dont hurt yourself.
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 03:58 PM

Well, we're all here for you. Would you like to talk about it?


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:03 PM

they invade my personal space. take the fricking schmickel out of my depression. they think its a joke. they dont believe this is serious. maybe i should prove how serious this is haha
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:07 PM

Laura, you don't need to prove anything to anyone, ok? I'm sorry everyone is being so stressful. Have you tried explaining to them how serious this is and how it isn't a joke at all?


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:11 PM

yeah...i have. I snapped today...like literally...my 'friend' kept winding me up. I told her to leave it, so she wound me up even more. So I snapped. I'm having like a frickin breakdown, haha!
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:15 PM

That's horrible. I'm so sorry your friend was being like that. I don't blame you at all for snapping.

For now, just take deep breaths and relax, ok? Everything is going to be fine.


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:16 PM

Omg I just realised how pathetic I sound...
I'm not so good at explaining stuff...aha. You can probably see that though,
I hate them all. I actually hate them all. From tomorrow I stand alone, aha
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:31 PM

There's no need to stand alone. Even if no one offline will support you, I'm always here for you. Why should you have to deal with this alone?


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:35 PM

because I know that if i do this alone, then i can't hurt no one and no one can hurt me.
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:42 PM

Hey, your not weak or pathetic! You shouldnt have to deal with this on your own. Im sorry your friends are being like that.
Is there anything else bothering you?
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:45 PM

there's a lot bothering me...but i don't feel well enough to talk about it right now.
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:47 PM

I understand not wanting to hurt or get hurt, but I really care about you and I'm willing to risk getting hurt to help you get better. Don't be afraid to ask for help, ok?

When you feel better or want to talk about it, I'm here for you.


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:50 PM

i am ggoing to go. i dont feel so good at them momennt.
niight x
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 04:51 PM

oh and thhanks everyyyone. it meanns a lot to me.
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 05:14 PM

I told you I'll help you whenever you need it. You can still talk to me, you have my number and everything. You shouldn't feel weak though, you're seeking help, it's more like being strong. Sorry, I'm kind of losing my words.


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 15th 2009, 09:43 PM

I think coming back proves you're strong. It takes a lot to admit to yourself that you need help and that you might not be able to figure everything out on your own.

There's nothing wrong with not wanting to handle everything alone.


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 16th 2009, 06:31 AM

I hope you get to feeling better Laura. Im always here if you want to talk about anything at all, everybody thats posted on this thread is too. And im betting even the people that havent posted would love to help you. You've just got to let somebody in.

Take care of yourself Laura. Things will get better it just takes time!


   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 16th 2009, 09:36 AM

hey, thanks everyone.
I proved my point though, each day IS getting worse, especially today...but lets not go into detail. I'm such a horrible person, oh my god...
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 16th 2009, 10:16 AM

You are in no way a horrible person. You're not pathetic. And you're not weak. It takes a lot of strength to come back here and ask for help. Everyone asks for help sometime or another, it doesn't make you pathetic. I'm the same way, I can't put my feelings in words. Talking about our problems is difficult for a lot of people but I promise you don't sound pathetic. Again, if you are ever up to talking you can PM me. I know it can be hard to sit around and wait for things to get better, but there are other ways. Get away from everything from time to time, and I mean that literally. Take a long walk and get away from everyone that's adding to your stress. If you can drive, take a trip. Don't keep yourself trapped with the people who are adding to your pain.

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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 16th 2009, 03:31 PM

:' ( oh god...oh god...oh god...oh god...oh god...
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 16th 2009, 03:41 PM

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I proved my point though, each day IS getting worse, especially today...but lets not go into detail. I'm such a horrible person, oh my god...
I bet I could beat any reason you could possibly have for being a horrible person... doesn't mean you can't make things better. Sometimes you just need a little time to be depressed and basically just shitty to people. Most of us understand and will forgive you for it. Sometimes I wake up and decide it's going to be a bad day. I need bad days every once in a while. It makes me feel like I'm in control of how I feel for a change.


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 16th 2009, 04:35 PM

no...argh... :[
i give up.
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 16th 2009, 04:57 PM

Laura, what's the problem? If you want to talk about it, I'm here for you, ok?


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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 16th 2009, 05:49 PM

True I kind of feel like that too. Its difficult but try not to be so critical of yourself. There is no shame in coming here but you must balance it with your lone coping time too. Yeah?
   
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Re: I feel weak for returning... :'( - January 17th 2009, 06:50 AM

mhmm. indeed.

thanks everyone, i think i've finally found what I'm looking for...
   
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