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i'm self-destructing. - July 3rd 2009, 06:35 PM

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yup, i have come to a decision.
wasn't easy to make but i am ready to go.
i cannot keep going on like this.
i do not want help or else i would have got it
i am tired of fighting.
tired of hearing the same old words 'it will get better.. blah blah blah'
sorry it kinda doesn't mean nothing to me no more.
i'm hurting myself and everyone around me
so its the best decision i have made in a long time.

i am giving up.
i am self-destructing.

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Re: i'm self-destructing. - July 3rd 2009, 08:12 PM

Hey Ellie.
Im really sorry to hear you feeel this way. You are in suich a place right now and you feel so low, that it seems to you that the only way out is to end me, but it isn't, you just can't see the light right now. No matter how hard life gets, we cant all just give up, otherwise most off the people on earth would have gone. Where would that leave the world? You cant give in. You have already come so far, whats the point of going through all you have been through, and then giving up? Your 17, you have so much more of your life left to fill. You can do so many amazing things yet, you just need to cope on going.
Have you tried talking to anyone? Maybe, a parent, a friend, a teacher, your doctor or a family member. They are all here to help you and im sure they dont want you to go through this alone.
We're all here for you on this site, and we want to go through it all with you too. Your such a strong person, you can not give up now. Keep going, i believe in you.
Take care okay, and i'm always here.
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Re: i'm self-destructing. - July 4th 2009, 03:45 AM

Hey Ellie,

sorry about the late reply - I hope you're okay, hun.

Please don't hurt yourself. You are not hurting everyone around you. I promise. And if something were to happen to you, you'd be surprised how many people would actually be hurt.

It's when we're most tired of fighting that it's worth it the most to hang on. It's when things are darkest that dawn is closest to breaking. It's when everything seems hopeless that hope refuses to really die. It's when we've given up that we most need to hold up - because there'll be reason to do so.

Please take care of yourself, Ellie. PM me anytime you want to talk. I'll be thinking about you.


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