I can't.

Skeleton · **I can't. -** July 6th 2009, 09:31 PM

I could type everything that's wrong but I know that it won't make the slightest bit of difference because the feeling will still remain.

I can't stand to feel like this anymore, it's becoming too much for me to cope with and I just need to get away in anyway possible. I've attempted so many stupid things but I just feel that this time has to be the right one, like I can't mess up.

xxJesus_Freakxx <3 · **Re: I can't. -** July 6th 2009, 09:53 PM

Hey,

You don't need to do this. I understand the feeling of wanting to get away but why don't you just take a breather and try and get away from the things that stress you out instead of taking such a drastic step.

I know you don't think that it would help to type it all out but wouldn't letting somebody know be a little helpful. Sometimes we need people that can actually be "there." Do you have anybody in your life that you could talk to, we could all use some support. I thinking be open would be really helpful in your sit.

Rethink this.
Life is hard, yes but it's worth it, I promise.
You can make it through this!
PM me if you wanna talk <3

Skeleton · **Re: I can't. -** July 6th 2009, 09:59 PM

Well, it's just I was stuck in the middle of two people who were basically slagging each other off to me and saying all this stuff and I felt like I had to be there to stop things happening and to try and work it out and when I finally managed to get one person round the idea, the other didn't want to know and I got even more rubbish from both of them. One of them has gone now and the other is still talking to me, telling me not to let it get me down and that I've got them now and everything. But some harsh things were said and I can't just forget it like that because some other stuff happened as well and I just felt like I was too blame for all of this when I didn't do anything, I just wanted things to be okay and something to go right.

But the feeling still remains and I don't think it'll go away for a while no matter what I do and I just need to get rid of it and I don't know how other then to just get away for good.

Thank you though <3

xxJesus_Freakxx <3 · **Re: I can't. -** July 6th 2009, 10:07 PM

I'm sorry, somethings things happen and people say things that they don't mean. It happens, but it sounds like at least one of them is apologtetic and you you might not be able to forget about it right now; but I'm sure they still care. It's not all your fault, nothing is all your fault.

The feeling will go away with time, don't focus on the negative feelings, that makes it worse. I know it's hard not to but try doing something that you enjoy, talk to a friend, do something. But don't give up! Things will work out <3

Skeleton · **Re: I can't. -** July 6th 2009, 10:18 PM

I got some news that has cheered me up so I'm pretty happy now so I'm going to think about that when I feel down. Thanks for reply again. :]

Skeleton · **Re: I can't. -** July 7th 2009, 02:53 PM

I'm going to bump this to save making a new one but I feel the same again but just worse.

I really can't do this anymore, and I don't want to. I just want to give up because nothing is ever good and I need to get away from that because I know it won't change.