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just get me through tonight. - July 8th 2009, 11:02 PM

one night.
it's been really hard today seeing all my friends either had to work or out of town.
i've been stuck at home which is never good.
the one person i can always rely on is out of town til tomorrow.
meaning, if i just get through tonight, i'll be okay.
plus, tomorrow = church, which means i'll get to see a lot of my friends and possibly talk to my pastor about everything *crosses fingers*

but tonight.
it's hard.
it's been a horrible day since the moment i've crawled out of bed and all i've wanted to do was die.
but i've managed to make it til now.
but i'm running out of things to do, things to keep my mind off of everything.
i don't know what to do.
the bottle of pills, right there look dandy.
but i can't.
i promised.
but i don't know how much longer i can do this, it's hard.
and it hurts.
nothing is making the p a i n stop at the moment.
help?
plz.


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Re: just get me through tonight. - July 8th 2009, 11:12 PM

Hey Cassie. First thing's first, take a deep breath. I'm sorry that your day did not go as well as you would have liked, but tomorrow is going to be better - don't let yourself forget that.

What things have caused you to have a bad day today? Try to talk yourself through what you are feeling right now. The problems that you had today, are they really so large that they are worth your life? What are ways that you can make these problems seem smaller?

In the big scheme of things, today was just another day. Tomorrow is going to be better, tomorrow is worth it.

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Re: just get me through tonight. - July 9th 2009, 12:04 AM

Hey Cassie,

I am sorry you are struggling right now but you can make it through tonight I believe in you.

What is going on that is causing you so much difficulty? Is something triggering you or is it a bunch of little things? Maybe if you wrote all the things down and got them off of your mind for a bit it would help. You know something else that might help? finding some games to play online; I have found those helpful. Do you think you could give those a shot? Also, the chatroom can be helpful too.

Cassie please throw those pills that you mentioned away because if you don't have them there you won't have them to think about so much.

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Re: just get me through tonight. - July 9th 2009, 04:17 PM

idk.
it's so many things.
the fact that nobody really seems to be paying much attention to how much i'm hurting, then when i try to reach out, it's not big deal.
or how my parents keep getting on me about all this stuff that i can't control; like finding a job; uhm, i've been feeling out applications for the last 4 months, not my fault nobody is hiring.
or how they promised they would look into finding a cheap car for me, but they haven't.
plus, it's my senior year and i have wayy to much to do with all this college crap.
and my depression is NOT helping
it's the whole atmosphere because when i'm outside of this house away from all these problems in my family.
everything is okay.
i'm happy.
but i always come back.
and it gets harder everytime.


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Re: just get me through tonight. - July 10th 2009, 03:48 AM

Hey Cassie,

I'm so sorry, I know this reply is coming late. I hope you're okay, and that today was maybe a little bit better.

*hugs* I'm sorry that things are so hard for you right now, and that those who you're reaching out for help to don't seem to be gauging the situation correctly. But you should be really proud of yourself for asking for help - don't give up on doing that.

You're right - you're doing what you can on job apps, so don't let your parents' ignorance of your own hard work get you down too much. And it's not your fault that they haven't gotten you a car - you can't really control that, so it's not something to beat yourself up about at all.

Then we need to figure out a way to get you out of your house, hun...

And hey, let me know if you ever need any help navigating college apps.

Hang in there, Cassie. PM me anytime <3


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Re: just get me through tonight. - July 10th 2009, 04:29 AM

casey, did you ever find yourself ashamed of your depression because "good christians always know they have jesus"? i was just wondering if i was the only one
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