give yourself away, theres nothing left anyway.

sweetve19 · **give yourself away, theres nothing left anyway. -** July 22nd 2009, 06:25 PM

ive hit rock bottom.
i just want to let this guy that wants to take advantage of me when im drunk, do watever.
i just want myself to feel worse and worse and do stuff to me thats worse and worse
so that there isnt anything left

the only thing ive held on to is my virginity.

it feels like if i can get rid of that i will no longer have anyting else left to take.

i dont want to.. i know i shouldnt... but im scared that ill just give up on that too.

escape_thereal_world

Hey. I've felt similar to how you are feeling now. It was a bit different, but I still can relate. Why do you want there to be nothing left? Your virginity is precious. Keep it until you meet a guy who you trust and are comfortable with. You don't want to ruin it. Trust me, I know. If you keep it, and do it with somebody you care about, it's going to feel amazing and you will be proud of yourself for keeping it.

Please correct me if I have anything wrong.

sweetve19

thanks for the reply and i probally wiil . thats just how i feel right now

escape_thereal_world

I understand, but if you ever need some one-on-one talking, send me a PM. =] Take care of yourself sweetie.

-Mystery

sweetve19

thanks and i will for sure

anomie

if you don't mind me asking,
what do you feel like you've given up?

savealife723

you seem really serious about wanting to be done,
but that's not the right option.
hang in there.
remember; we are here to help you.

.:Bibliophile:.

Hey,

I am so sorry you are feeling this way but please hang on because things will get better. I know things may be hard right now but in the end it will be okay.

I really hope that you will hold on to your virginity because it really is precious and it shouldn't be given away to any person. Hold onto it until you meet the one person you care about so that it will mean something; be special. You deserve that.

I was wondering if you have talked to anyone about your feelings? A friend, a parent, a counsin, a sibling? I know it might be hard but it might help you have their support and comfort. Talking really is a great tool.

Please hang in there and if you ever need anything please feel free to pm me.

~Jenna~

sweetve19 · 05:02 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by anomie

if you don't mind me asking,
what do you feel like you've given up?

trust in everyone. i cant trust anyone.
i dont feel safe anywhere. so ive given up my home
my parents dont let me go anywhere. so ive given up my freinds
my family just puts me down. so ive given up them

ive given up everything.

Quote:

Originally Posted by savealife723

you seem really serious about wanting to be done,
but that's not the right option.
hang in there.
remember; we are here to help you.

yeaa ive been debating suicide for a year or two now.

jusss been holding off till theres nothing left.

Quote:

Originally Posted by BeautifulDisaster1819

Hey,

I am so sorry you are feeling this way but please hang on because things will get better. I know things may be hard right now but in the end it will be okay.

I really hope that you will hold on to your virginity because it really is precious and it shouldn't be given away to any person. Hold onto it until you meet the one person you care about so that it will mean something; be special. You deserve that.

I was wondering if you have talked to anyone about your feelings? A friend, a parent, a counsin, a sibling? I know it might be hard but it might help you have their support and comfort. Talking really is a great tool.

Please hang in there and if you ever need anything please feel free to pm me.

~Jenna~

ive talked to freinds and tried to talk to family.. but talking isnt helping me. i feel like i was just born to be this way. idk how i got liek this or how to get ride of it.

its like.. its just me.