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bjm_caa July 29th 2009 03:57 AM

I don't know what to do anymore
 
Some of you may know that my brother killed himself three years ago. I was the one who found him, and I had a hard time dealing with it. But I have been getting better until recently. I was with my fiancee on Saturday, and we were driving down the road. A dog ran right in front of us, and we didn't have time to dodge it, so we hit it, and it died. I can't stop crying all of the time now, and nobody understands what i'm going through. Everybody thinks I should just get over it because it was a dog. But it brought back all of the memories of seeing my brother in his room all over again, and I can't go through it all over again. It's really hard to deal with, and I don't have anybody to talk to because nobody understands. I'm losing weight again, and i'm going back to not being able to sleep. I probably need to see my counselor again, but i'm just afraid shes going to put me back on medicine. I just don't know what to do anymore.

star_crossd July 29th 2009 04:51 AM

Re: I don't know what to do anymore
 
Hey, Bonnie. I'm really sorry to hear about your brother and the incident with the dog. I understand why that would break you down so much, if I hit one, I'd be a complete mess. no matter what people say. If you think you should see your counselor for this, by all means do so. I totally understand that you don't want to be put back on medicine and theres a simple solution for that: refuse it. No matter what she says, if you dont want meds, you dont have to take em. But talking it through with her might help you, so go ahead :)


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