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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Unhappy Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 29th 2009, 04:33 AM

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I've put people through enough trouble having to put up with me, I've wasted peoples time, why should I bother living anymore?
I'm just a waste of time, space, and energy.
I can't put up with crap anymore.
Please stop the pain.
I know how, and when I'm going to do it.
I just need to smuggle the knife outta the kitchen without my mom knowing.
   
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 29th 2009, 04:43 AM

You don't want to do that, hon, I know you don't. If you really think you're a burden to people, that just shows that you're a self-less person and not a burden at all. What's wrong?


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But everything that lives is born to die
And so I say to you that nothing really matters
And all you do is stand and cry.


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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 29th 2009, 04:59 AM

You really don't want to do that. Even if everything has gone wrong God will always always be there for you. He is the only one that will NEVER EVER let you down. He loves you and has a plan for your life and he doesn't want you to throw it away. If you need someone to talk to Im here please don't do it Please. I will keep you in my prayers suicide is such a selfish thing and it is so sad when people commit it just remember God loves you NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS
   
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 29th 2009, 05:25 PM

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suicide is such a selfish thing and it is so sad when people commit it
I think it's one of the least selfish things.
It ends your pain, and brings you peace..



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You don't want to do that, hon, I know you don't.
No, I don't, but how else do I end the pain?
   
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Red face Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 29th 2009, 06:10 PM

hey sweetie i wrote this a few years ago maybe 1 or 2 i read ur post im in that spot alot read it i know u can get through this. Ive got faith in you. every one who responds has faith that u can do it. If u need to talk please IM me on aim craz1b3autiful21.
Hey you,
Girl sitting in that dark empty corner
Set down that sharp rusty blade
No one wants to see you do it
You keep hurting yourself
Never giving yourself a fighting chance
I care about you
Don't do it

Hey you,
Girl sitting in the corner of enchantment
I know you can't hear 
All the voices pleading around you
Your voice will always be louder than any other
But we care about you
Don't hurt yourself
Don't do it

Hey me,
Ugly rejected slut sitting in the corner
I know in my head people care I know that they all love me
But I can't feel it in my heart
I don't have to let anyone know
This will make me feel better C'mon, don't second guess yourself
Just go do it

Hey you,
Girl with the tears and the messy mascara
We don't want you sad
What can we do to help?
It's not that hard to stop
And we'll help you do it.
C'mon
You can do it.

Hey you, 
Girl with the tears
I understand you're sad
You have every right to be
But we want to help
Let us give you our help
Even if you don't want it
It's hard to stop
But c'mon
You can do it.

Hey me,
Pathetic girl with the tears It's expected you cry
You're such an idiot
Shut out the world
Don't listen to anyone
Do what you want
Keep crying, that's what pathetic people do
C'mon
The world knows you're going to do it.

Hey all of you,
Don't be idiots
This girl is sad
This girl is hurting
You may think you know
But we all know you don't
The blade isn't the answer
Scars are there forever
Tears dry.
Keep on going
We know you can make it through
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 29th 2009, 06:38 PM

I know how you feel.It's not selfish to want your pain to stop. It's not sefish to do something for yourself, and apparently you love all these people around you. I understand you're doing this to end the pain of yourself and of the people around you. But have you thought what could happen to the people aroud you if you took that knife? Clearly these people love you, that's why you said they spent time trying to take care of you. Imagine you did it, imagine you took that knife and you're looking down at the world, and you'relying there and your mom finds you, how would she feel? Do you really want her to feel that pain? Do you want your friends to feel the pain of having someone they loved so much ripped out of their lives? Do you know that they'd feel like failures because they couldn't save you? Do you want that for the people you love?
If you die, you're alone, and they'd be miserable and they would never get over you, so the pain doesn't really stop, you'd feel too guilty to feel the peace you find when you die. Honey, when you're here, you're with the people that love you, they'll take care of you, apparently they want to, so give them a chance. Believe me, millions made it,and you have something that lots of people don't, you have people that love you. Let them help you, they want to, trust me, it's worth it because you're worth it, you're a good person, you almost gave your life for their happiness, but their happiness is seeing you happy.
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 29th 2009, 08:14 PM

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Clearly these people love you, that's why you said they spent time trying to take care of you.
Hahahaha. That's a laugh. Love? What's love? Does that word even exist anymore?




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Do you really want her to feel that pain?
She feels pain? Since when?
Knowing her, she'd probably celebrate.
   
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 30th 2009, 01:33 AM

the reason I said its selfish is because it will crush and devistate ur family even if u think it won't I promise it will at some point Just hang in there God will get u through this Hope everything gets better for u really soon btw r u a christian? if ur not death will be MUCH MUCH worse than life right now.
   
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 30th 2009, 01:45 AM

hay deth is not the ancer to eny thang.
its a perminet solushin to a temprary problum.
i shar the same pain no joke i do and it rily suxs i know but if u can hang in thar u will find somthing to live for.
u dont belev me im living proof.
i nerly hung myself and naw im living for my girlfreind i love her and i wud do eny thang for her.
u just need to find that thang to live for, set golls hunt for dreems stuf like that.
its wut i did and naw im sllowly moving twords thows gools.
   
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 30th 2009, 02:02 AM

Hey
I know how you feel. And reading this you're probably rolling your eyes.
Please dont hurt yourself.
It seems so easy... so tempting....
But if you think you've hurt people now, how do you think your death will effect them.
and dont say it wont.

Please, just... think about what I'm saying...
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 30th 2009, 03:01 AM

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btw r u a christian? if ur not death will be MUCH MUCH worse than life right now.
Kind of. I'm more jewish, but my religion is slightly different. Kind of a mix of christianity and jewish.
And if you're talking about the heaven and hell stuff, I don't believe in that. When we die, we're buried and that's it.
   
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 30th 2009, 06:51 PM

regardless then why would u want to die?
   
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - July 31st 2009, 01:34 AM

regardless then why would u want to die?
My life is a horrible pit, sucking all my emotions then pushing them out onto people I care about, it has no meaning, i have no friends, my mom and dad don't care, why bother to live anymore?
   
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Smile August 1st 2009, 05:47 AM

I promise with all that is within me if you become a christian by giving ur life to Jesus I promise you will feel SOOOOOOOOOOO much happier and better about life Im not saying life won't be tough but I am saying with Jesus you won't be alone and he will always be there for you He is the sole reason that I am a happy life loving person my life is very very hard sometimes but Jesus has always been there for me even in the darkest hours I hope life is getting better 4 you

I do care about you and hope u won't chose suicide I can always listen if you need someone to talk to

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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - August 1st 2009, 06:03 AM

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the reason I said its selfish is because it will crush and devistate ur family even if u think it won't I promise it will at some point Just hang in there God will get u through this Hope everything gets better for u really soon btw r u a christian? if ur not death will be MUCH MUCH worse than life right now.

perhaps you are assuming one belive in god... dont make assumptions, maybe you bring religion into it could make it worse. I know whenever i am upset someone mentionaing god only angers and depresses me more, i HATE when people do that. try to come from a human point...not a belif point : )


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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - August 1st 2009, 12:22 PM

Okay, I'm going to stop this right here and say that we should remember we're trying to help the OP and not discuss religious beliefs. We're not here to convert anyone or debate whos advice is good or not. Please stick to helping the OP and leave the religious arguments to the debate forum. The OP will pick what she prefers as advice and we can't always guarantee the quality. Some may think this helps, while others don't. If the OP doesn't think it's helping, than she is free to ignore any advice she pleases. So, lets try to all stick to the purpose of this thread - helping the OP. Not converting or anything else of the such. Thank you.

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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - August 3rd 2009, 03:33 AM

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Look, I know you mean well, but I'm already in a religion, and I know all that spiritual stuff. But I don't really appreciate you trying to force me into "believing" something that isn't what I believe. Thank you anyways.
   
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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - August 3rd 2009, 03:59 AM

ok you do not want to do this I know what it is like to want to die and it got better for me and it can get better for you it will take time it will not be easy but it will be worth it


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Re: Wanting the nightmare to be over - August 3rd 2009, 03:44 PM

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ok you do not want to do this I know what it is like to want to die and it got better for me and it can get better for you it will take time it will not be easy but it will be worth it


good god what has the world come to when even teenhelp isn't safe from threats of hell from the church
I've attempted suicide before, but it obviously didn't work. my mom hasn't found out, and she just thinks i have the symptoms, and not acual depression. Huh?! if i have the symptoms, i'm pretty sure i have it.

haha our church doesn't believe in heaven or hell, so when someone talks about it i'm just like, whatever
   
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