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Unhappy Help...? - July 30th 2009, 01:49 AM

So much is going on...
I dont know where to start

I feel guilty dumping my problems on total strangers...
But I figure some people out there must be as messed up as me, so I guess we could form a little community of messed up, depressed, loners...outcats...rejects....victims of a harsh world we aren't strong enough to face

But maybe thats just me

My friend, my extremely close friend, is in a mental hospital. she's the reason I'm here. she reccomended it.

I didnt think I needed it...

I do

alot

My world is slowly falling apart and i cant begin to accept the changes being forced upon me.

I'm slipping back into my depression and no one seems to notice or care...

but they took me seriously when i was in the ER and taken to the state mental hospital...

Am I a joke?

I'm just....completely lost right now.

I dont expect anyone to reply, or reach out to me.

I'm not very optomisitc....never have been

I think... My friend couldn't get help.... I could have helped her....

I don't think anyone will save me this time... Maybe I'm too far gone, skipping my meds, trying to be strong.

I like to think I'm not ignorant, but that doesnt mean i'm not stupid.

Shoot, I'm pretty stupid.

Sorry for wasting your time, to whoever read this far....
   
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Re: Help...? - July 30th 2009, 02:00 AM

furst of ypur not a wayst of time.
secint u can be helpt im heer to help as much as i can and if u ever need enythang or one u can pm me eny time.
and plees lets heer the story of wut hapind.
and i hav ben and still cinda am in the same sichuashon so we can be frends and trust me im prity scrud up dont bleev me reed my posts.

so remembr im heer to help u and be freonds
   
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Re: Help...? - July 30th 2009, 02:04 AM

Thanks...
I'm surprised you replied...
I figured no one would even give a damn enough to read it...
I dont know where to start, to be honest
   
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Re: Help...? - July 30th 2009, 12:34 PM

Hey Rachie, Im really sorry that your going through such a hard time right now.

Dont feel guilty about getting on here and telling us whats wrong. I used to feel the same way didnt want to bother peple with it and people wouldnt care. But you know what after a couple days of being on here and looking at posts and replies I realized that what I was thinking wasent true at all. All of us have gone through something in our life that is hard. Somebody can always relate to how somebody is feelings because they went through it as well. And people actually care about you even if they dont really know you they want to help you.

You are not a joke at all. Sometimes when people havent gone through what you have or havent felt the way you have they just cant understand and dont know what to say or do. You just have to find people out there that can help you and there is people.

Is there anybody you can talk to about how your feeling? Consuler, parent, adult friend anybody like that? It really does help if you get what your feeling out there in the open.

I dont think it makes you strong by not taking your meds I think it makes you strong to take your pills to admit that somethings wrong but hey your getting help for it. That makes you pretty darn strong in my book. Why dont you start taking your meds again you might get to feeling better.

Every summer I always get depressed. And I feel like nobody even cares but I just have to keep reminding myself that people really do care. And people love me just like people love you and care about you.

Take care of yourself hun Pm me anytime


   
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Re: Help...? - July 31st 2009, 01:43 AM

thank you so much. I actually started taking my meds again yesterday, and it really does help..
It just bothers me that the meds are blocking out my feelings. But at the same time i love it
   
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