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i wish i could run away from myself - August 1st 2009, 09:15 PM

i cant see the point of this whole being alive thing anymore.
i could have all the love in the world and still feel like im unloved.
sometimes im just disgusted by myself.
i just wish i could hold the interest of a person so they could just maybe love me always.
but it seems that i could only be stood for son long, until all my faults
and flaws make them want to run away from me.
i guess its not even that i am not good enough for someone else
im just that i wasnt made to be loved or even tolerated.

its no use. ill always be thrown away. im utterly useless.
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Re: i wish i could run away from myself - August 1st 2009, 09:55 PM

you are not utterly useless.
you have helped me through so much.
and you do deserve someone else and you deserved to be loved.
and you will one day.
i know all the love in the world means nothing right now,
but someone will love you.
you just haven'tfound them yet.
don't give up hope.
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Re: i wish i could run away from myself - August 1st 2009, 09:56 PM

Katie-

You are definately not worthless. Right now you're just going through a hard time. We all go through them. When everyone loves you but you just don't feel it. Everyone had got something to give. Obvious or not. It's hard to remember this when you're feeling down. But after the depressive state is over, you realize all that you have.

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Re: i wish i could run away from myself - August 1st 2009, 10:42 PM

Let's face it, life is tough. But the rewards are great. You are definitely not useless, it's all about taking the first steps to talking to someone, getting help, meeting people and trying to sort these things out.
   
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Re: i wish i could run away from myself - August 2nd 2009, 02:05 PM

i do have professional help.
and its not like she doesnt understand its just no one can help me.
i always end up feeling like this.
life doesnt seem like it has any grand reward to me.
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Re: i wish i could run away from myself - August 2nd 2009, 05:21 PM

i know what you mean.
i'm the same way.
professional help doesn't help me.
i just stay this way.
but i'm alwaysss here to talk if you want to.


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Re: i wish i could run away from myself - August 2nd 2009, 11:59 PM

thanks everyone.
i got some help today from a friend an i feel all better
adleast for now.
thanks for the advice everyone.
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Re: i wish i could run away from myself - August 6th 2009, 03:38 PM

I feel that way almost everyday and I always give up on professional help because I'm always scared that I'm wasting their time or that they'd find out that I'm a monster. It's such an annoying feeling. But today, I read a really good quote that I think you'd like to hear. It was "Life is still worth living if you can find something to laugh about." I read it in a biography in which this lady tried to jump off a bridge but she forgot something in her car, so when she went back to get it, her car was towed. Even though she was completely past rock bottom, she still found it hilarious.
Hang in there and know that you're never alone. Just look at this website. There are hundreds of people who feel similar and they've all got experiences to share that could help.
And I truly believe that you are not worthless. Your experiences could help someone maybe.
   
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