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I keep posting. But its just getting worse. - August 6th 2009, 09:37 AM

Talked to my counselor about everything going wrong and she doesn't really say much besides, "Youre doing the best you can. You're doing everything right. Just give it time."

And it's like..Seriously? That's all you can give me and I'm paying for this?

You know, I'm just so tired of NOT FEELING. Even a few weeks before he broke my heart, I was feeling pretty low. Then he broke my heart and it was like..."awwww man seriously? k, now i really dont have anything left"

Except. I still had some friends. But. I drove them all off. *sigh* So. Here I am. Friendless. Loveless. And heartbroken. No job (trying to find one) and no college (trying to get in for fall). And no life. Ugh.

It's just so damn...tiring. And my depression is downright terrible. I'm past rock bottom. I'm under the water, beneath the rocks...not even caring. Just sitting there, slowly drowning. Few people have tried to save me. Or most people reach their hand down but when they have to reach further, they give up.

Bah. =[ I know I need to just...get through this. I just need some support.
   
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Re: I keep posting. But its just getting worse. - August 6th 2009, 10:17 AM

Then let us all be there for you.

You must move bricks one at a time, as the pile will just overcome us.

So what is it you want most off all, What one goal would you like to achive that will make you feel better about yourself?

Its always good to talk, i know it takes a load of my mind. So let out the feelings, never bottle them up.
   
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Re: I keep posting. But its just getting worse. - August 6th 2009, 10:41 AM

I wish I knew what would make me feel better about myself. I know I want to start working out. It makes me feel semi-productive. And I want to get into college. If I could get into college, I'd feel really good. It would give me something to do and it would be productive.

And thank you for replying to this Jason. =] It means a lot.
   
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Re: I keep posting. But its just getting worse. - August 6th 2009, 10:57 AM

Its no problems what so ever. And if you ever want to talk I am more than happy to listen and help.

Good Good two things there to start off with.
Well college is a good start and im sure it will definatly give you something to do hehehe. But seeming as that not till fall you cant wait that long.

So working out? Its good for you, and it reduces stress. But more importantly it makes you feel better about yourself. So you work out often or thinking about starting?
   
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Re: I keep posting. But its just getting worse. - August 6th 2009, 10:58 AM

Hey,

You say you wish you knew what would make you feel better but you seem to have identified the things that will make you feel better like working out and going to college. These are good things to look forward to. Have you applied for college? If you want to start working out perhaps look into joining a gym. Or even you could join a fitness class or something. Exercise always makes you feel better so you should look into it. I hope you feel a bit better soon
   
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Re: I keep posting. But its just getting worse. - August 6th 2009, 11:15 AM

Hi there!

I can understand what you are feeling because I am going through the same stuff right now.

But I try to take my mind off of the depression by involving myself in something totally different (studies for now). May be you should try something like that. Try working out, going on long walks etc. etc.

Talking is the best way to let out all your emotions. It makes you feel lighter when you share with someone. If you ever want to talk, I'm just a PM away.

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Re: I keep posting. But its just getting worse. - August 6th 2009, 06:52 PM

I work out every now and then, but I rarely can motivate myself at home. A gym just opened up about a month ago around here, which I am trying to get money to join, but it's pretty expensive. But, I guess that's another goal to work on, right?

Well, college is depressing to think about. I was going to be moving to PA to be with my guy. I had gotten into college there and was really excited about hte college itself. He broke my heart, I hate PA for right now. So I started applying to a couple places around here. No responses yet. One college I want to get into is the art college near here, but I still need to apply and find money for the application fee.

Bah. Money = evil.

One cool thing though...this guy I've talked to for a few months is driving SIX hours to come meet me =]. Yes yes I'll be careful. I meet a lot of guys from online. Always am careful.
   
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Re: I keep posting. But its just getting worse. - August 7th 2009, 05:21 AM

Hi Mystery,

Yup, seem like you've got some goals to work on And don't worry about college - as long as you keep trying to get in somewhere, it does actually work out. Applying to college is ridiculously daunting, yeah, but thankfully not as impossible at it feels sometime. On the application fee, is there anyway you could get a waiver for it?

That is really cool that he's driving to meet you. But you're a really cool person, so it's only to be expected that people will respond to in really cool ways to your own coolness

And agh, yeah, I've had a similar response from a counselor before ("Well, sorry, but I've run out of ideas. Keep at it, though!" Gee. Thanks.); if you like your therapist, then sticking with her is a good idea, but it's okay to look into other ones for new sources of advice.

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