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Sometimes I scare myself - October 4th 2009, 04:07 AM

Sometimes when I'm crossing the road, I feel like stepping out in front of a car and I keep thinking how easy it would be but at the same time I get really scared when I think like that.
Sometimes I get this.... "screaming feeling". I don't know how to describe it but it's like I just want to scream and cry for ever and ever
sometimes I feel so lonely because nobody seems to understand what I'm going through
and then I feel disgusted with myself because when my mum yells at me she says stuff like "teenagers are so selfish, all they ever think about is themselves. Oh, poor you, nobody understands you, boo hoo think about all the third world children and what they have to put up with"
I don't know what to do can someone help me
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Re: Sometimes I scare myself - October 4th 2009, 06:14 AM

I have the same problem...when you feel like doing the thing about the car i try to keep my mind off it...humm a song, sing the ABC's count to one thousond.
I have the samefeelings. just hang in there hold your self (that is what i do) and say in your mind that tomorrow is a new day
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Re: Sometimes I scare myself - October 4th 2009, 11:42 AM

I had that feeling, was thinkin of it on a bus stop last year. I felt terrible, I new the reasons. Never happened. I got hit by a car before, and lived, and it fucking hurts. Never went to the doc with it, but my right hip clicks when I lift my leg up.
Honestly I don't have advice, I would never actualy do it. Just a safety fuse in my head. But just think of things to do, take your mind of it. Keep yourself occupied.
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Re: Sometimes I scare myself - October 4th 2009, 12:38 PM

i've still got that feeling too but then i started to think about how my death would effect everyone around me, all the things i would've missed and all the things i could of done. you write your own future not your mum or anyone else, they just effect it a little. think positive, smile and think about any reasons you still have to live for, not the reasons why your having these thoughts.

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Re: Sometimes I scare myself - October 5th 2009, 03:22 AM

I have that problem too. I actually tried to jump in front of a bus the other day but my friend grabbed my arm and pulled me back.
It may be easier for you in the moment but in that moment your life would end or if you make it you would probly be in critical condition and the people around you would be suffering too. I came to my mom a few years back before i became depressed and she pushed me away saying i was too young to think that way and so on. Maybe talk to other people like a close friend or someone else that is close to you? I hope everything is okay..
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