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I just wish... - October 6th 2009, 05:19 AM

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I've been feeling so crappy lately and so unmotivated and so depressed. I was put back on medication and I'm going to therapy and things aren't as bad as they could be, but I still go to sleep almost every night wishing I would die in my sleep. I don't think I have the strength to actually kill myself, but I just keep wishing that something tragic would happen and I would die.

I hate myself and my life so much right now that I don't know what to do anymore. I'm doing so horrible in school and I'm so confused about what I want to do with my life that I'm withdrawing from my uni for this semester. My Mom really wants me to get a degree and I understand that, but I don't know what I want to do anymore and I don't want to disappoint my parents or waste all the money they spent. I just don't want to be here anymore and I wish I would die right now. I hate my life!!!


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Re: I just wish... - October 14th 2009, 02:48 AM

I think that you really need to hang in there girl!
I know that its hard but soon people wont be able to get jobs without going to college and you dont want to find yourself living off of your parents forever.

I know what it is like to have days when even breathing seems so hard and all the pain is unbearable but look your still here.

That means something!
It means that your life is important.

If you read how many people die a day and then look up how many peopl commit suicide a day it is such a high number but you know what!?

Your not one of them.
I dont know you but I care about your life.

You can do it just keep trying dont quit or you will regret it.

Pm me anytime.


"My life is like a rolling river
So muddy and absurd
And although I might be mistaken
I know that Iíll be heard
And I find the second I try to pull away
Iím thrown back in line
All this time"
   
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Re: I just wish... - October 14th 2009, 03:20 AM

Life's tough sometimes.

But you have to remember a quote that a good friend of mine told me once.

You only got this life, because you're strong enough to live it.

Giving up is never the answer.
   
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