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Exclamation an end to false hope - October 12th 2009, 06:19 AM

I wish there was one really good reason for me to live. But the truth is there isn't. I've truly tried to wait it out. I thought once I was out of the house I'd be free but I've finally realized that i can never truly be free. What my parents have inflicted on me will stay inside me forever even after I leave them. Its just not fair, I never had a chance. I've kept alive by trying to think ahead to a future and because I dont want to go to hell by killing myself. Those two reasons aren't good enough anymore. I can't envision a future for myself. I'm probably already going to hell so it really doesn't matter anyway. For anyone that tells me that bullshit about peole loving me. Believe me its not true so dont bother. I dont really know why I wrote this. Thanks for reading I guess. I might be gone by the time you do.

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Re: an end to false hope - October 12th 2009, 04:41 PM


There is a reason for you live but you might not see it right now because you are feeling so down. You are here for a reason though and things won't always be like this. You are 16 and have your whole life ahead of you. I know you say what your parents have done will stay with you forever. I don't know what happened with them but you do have choices and you don't have to let them affect you for the rest of your life. You can show them how much stronger you are and try to get on with your life. It is hard for me to say much because I don't know what has happened with your parents.

Please don't give up. I know you might have tried to wait it out but suicide is so finally and once it is done there is no turning back. I am here anytime you want to talk so you are more than welcome to PM me. Stay strong
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Re: an end to false hope - October 13th 2009, 06:14 AM

I remember what it was like at 16 and you have all these emotions in you , you have your whole life in front of you. Take control, go to a therapist if you haven't already done so. Try making goals for yourself so that your life can have direction and when your feeling down you can turn to those goals and remind yourself what you are working for. I dont know what happened between you and your parents but dont let what ever it was dictate the rest of your life. You have the power to change your life and build it into something that you can be proud of . Do it for yourself to better yourself dont do it for anyone else but you. pm me any time you need to talk. You can get through this i believe that.
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