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Exclamation Falling - October 19th 2009, 06:12 PM

So my parents decided to kick me out. Legally, since I'm 19. But in the process of saving up for an apartment while I'm staying with a few friends I realized, that the person I thought that was going to be saving up with me, isn't saving at all.

Now it's going to be at least 3 weeks until I can afford that apartment, since I'm the only one saving any money. I hate being homeless, it's gross. I don't know when I'm going to shower, where I'm going to sleep, and when I'll eat. I hate it, utterly hate it.

But at this rate I'm going to be homeless for a while. My best friend, my potential roomate, isn't helping me at all. I stayed all of three nights at her place and I can't anymore because her dad freaked out. She isn't saving any of her money, and I couldn't tell you where it's been going to, since the only bill she has to pay is her cell phone.

I feel so hopeless, helpless, and meaningless. I don't want to live this way, and it's the only way I have to live right now, so right now, I don't want to live at all. I don't want to make anyone feel guilty by telling them I'm sleeping in my car. I don't want anyone to know that I'm feeling this way, but I have to tell someone.

I'm so close to the edge. It's only a matter of days now before I do it.
   
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