I can't stop crying...

[-Mind-Freak-]

Everything fell appart lately, I had a lot of hope that good things would happen for me...and then BAM nothing good ever came and the bad things kept piling up...I feel like such a wreck. I'm usually an optimistic person but I can't seem to be able to calm myself down. To top it off I was gonna go on a break for a couple of weeks and it was really important for me, a chance to relax, take my mind off things, get away from some people and see my friends who live far away, now I won't even be able to do that...and my high school graduation is this saturday...I don't even want to go I know I'll just be upset because my University status is hanging by a thread and my family REALLY isn't supportive...they make things x1000 more complicated.

I know it sounds really supperficial and childish...but I promise I'm not just some spoiled brat, it feels worse than it sounds,yesterday I cried for 5 hours straight, my eyes hurt and now I'm crying again, I can't seem to stop cause theres no signal everythings gonna be okay...I can't even see a small hint of things looking up...ugh I hate having to live in this constant sadness...aching all the time. I've done everything I could possibly do to try to make things better, I even started praying constantly...but things just keep going downhill. sorry for the rant I just had to let it all out.

[Firefighter 48]

Hey, Sorry things are not working out for you. Just hang in there, things will get better they just need time. You can only go downhill so far before the only way is up.

[Eighmeekins]

I'm sorry things aren't going well for you.
I can't cry. No matter what I do, my tears come out in the form of blood.
I think both things suck.
Not being able to cry and not being able to stop.
I hope your feel better soon.

[Honorary Pug Girl]

Hey there, I am sorry to hear things are so down for you lately! I hope that I can maybe help. I know how you feel as when I was a senior in high school I felt the same way. But I really think you should go to your graduation as it is a time to celebrate your achievements. You did it, you made it this far! That's a big thing as a lot of kids have already gave up. As far as university goes all you can is pray/hope for the best and prep for the worst. Just remember when one door closes another opens and that door is usually sometimes better then the other! So keep your head up and don't cry cause I promise life comes fast and hard and goes up and down but in the end it always comes back up! PM me if you need to talk or need advice<3 -hugs-