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Thumbs down why? - October 22nd 2009, 03:18 PM

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No-one will let me end it! ive had enough and people can see how unhappy i am but they wont let me carry out my plan! im gonna have to just do it and not tell anyone... its the only way im gonna be able to do it!

im so desperate... im losing my friends because im so down.. i slipped back into cutting again.. im not eating and i just want to die.. ive come so close twice this week and i wish i had just gone for it and carried it out..
ive had enough of suffering and living like this so i really wanna end it.

dunno why im posting i think i just want a rant.. :-s sorry guys
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Re: why? - October 22nd 2009, 03:22 PM

You're posting because you want to be heard. It's what we're here for.
Okay, so first take a deep breath. It's never too late to go on with life. I'm sorry things are looking so bleak right now. Tell us what's going on and we'll help . Remember that you're not alone and you can get through this. What's making you feel like this all of a sudden?
   
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Re: why? - October 22nd 2009, 03:28 PM

its not really sudden... and its mainly home, but school doesnt help by piling the pressure on...ive felt this since the end of the summer hols.
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Re: why? - October 22nd 2009, 03:30 PM

i should have added that its been gradually getting worse until now and im at rock bottom.... came v close to another sui attempt on sat, and again on monday. :-( my mum is horrible to me
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Re: why? - October 22nd 2009, 03:38 PM

School causes so much pressure, it's unbelievable. But hey, it's survivable! The trick is just to step back and realize that it's really just a small part of your whole life. Important yes, but just do the best you can. You can't do any more than that.
A tough home life doesn't help... My parents got divorced while I was in highschool so I had a little bit of that. Neither of them were happy and all they'd do is yell at me and eachother. Honestly, I entertained some pretty dark thoughts, myself... Please just hold on. Suicide isn't the answer to this. I'm proof that you can make it through .


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Re: why? - October 28th 2009, 11:23 PM

Tell someone. I feel the same way, but I can't bring myself to tell anyone. Maybe you can be stronger than I am, and tell.
   
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Re: why? - November 7th 2009, 11:47 AM

i have told people sabriel... and they wont let me end it... i just cant make them understand how much of a waste of space i am!
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